Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Boldded or Underlined Words or both r startg now, officially equal as tittle

IE Surfg browser damn so pariah/worst in quality err…. Mozilla is better while G. chrome d best. Yet, no Internet option for G. chrome err..

Saw a hansem guy todays & in dream too. ♫♪♯ Uh La la…~Must hv been thinkg them all day long, thus so many Adonis appear in my wet dream er.r..

Current fashion??? As per now defined, it’s to be as ugly & freak as capable, whichever tht defy logics, currents, law of nature etc.

OMGodness… investment in finance was just too tough. Really a cause for losing my sanity & a cure for my insomnia. Once I drew a blank stare & confuse, surely I’ll kena teruk- teruk. Most of the time I gotto pretend to know

Feedback of my responses to Idiotic trainers
Dear
There’s a serious problems of tenaga pengajar (teacher/lecturer) in M’sia & elsewhere. There r problems where they just don’t know how to made students understand. If they don’t understand, just say it. But wat got on my nerve was they’re v. well experienced, yet don’t want to teach properly so as to save their energy, time, money. It must be a cycle of old ppl/unintelligent/selfish ppl teach them,& now only they do this to us.

On Jessica Hong,
She’s just too upfront. It’s much better if she bcum a guy. Better JH don’t teach. No passion & Lansi lanyong (LSLY). Hurt ppl’s feelings without 2nd deep thoughts. Saying “U juz don’t come to my class, don’t waste yr time. I’ve seen yr profile.. U r not a finance ppl. U r not in dis industry”. Cheh. Ask me to reg. & attend yr classes wor.. And probably will impress banks & get job once pass.. Cheh who want 2 attempt risks & waste time, energy & $ for u, SIDC & banks?

On Arnold Kwan
Quite lsly as well. Alwez ask students to slap himself. He talks too fast. Private Co.© r too cruel world & mean for those who r fittest, fast 2 catch up & hungry for success (3 words/phrases I hate to see on job ads).
I just pity those of yous who had registered & gotto attempt those impossible. Hope u could stand tht bitchy arrogant JH. Believe me, there r many other equally jobs out there, not necessarily with participating unintelligent banks. Gluck!
 Though so LSLY, both r very knowledgeable. Actually wanna continue ker but since…don’t want lor. JH, u think u r my mom ar.. so fierce.
Nextview, Classes of trading advisory in Singapore all free de wor….
Also upon passing paper 6 &7, Airgate media networks S/B (gov-linked) at megan avenue 1 will fully reimburse d course fee de wor. Total Caj is only rm2500 nia, with opportunity to stay at pulau redang (food n accommodation provided) also.. Also, freshie Bac degree grads fm ipta get fully sponsored by gov (food n accommodation provided) under UPIC program. Jobs r also guarantee upon passing, wif min. basic rm2400. Trainers so lsly.


Another agonizing facts of gov. bias helping on ipta studs.
So few Malay Muslim in trading & stockbroking,no wonder d religion refrain them from options, future, & other gambling stakes.


Truly, me


@ csc@pos.com.my ::: Walao….. lastime 30sen stamp per letter can be send anywhere throughout M’sia (based on max. weight allowed) but now?? Min. 60sen!!!! Cheh….

Thanks for providing a free shuttle bus services for several times daily from Bukit bintang to central market and v.v. Though it may be free, but we, as your loyal customer with some of my girl friends from overseas and local networks, shouldn’t be treated rudely by the bespectacled bus driver. Even we didn’t pay for the services, he should be more polite and submissive to customers’ and clients’ needs as if we got pay the bus fares. He should open the door and take in central market’s stakeholders even when he’s about to take off from Bukit bintang. As a Malay, he had successfully tainted the image of Malaysia. It’s very rude too when the bus didn’t showed up on scheduled time at pick-point area. This happened most of the time. Perhaps you can use a mysterious client to use the facility and gauge his bad attitudes. Previously I’d heard many bad comments from Internet and friend chats, on the same bus driver from central market. Act something on him, or the bus company before you might lose more potential customers and VVIP stakeholders.
Yours truly
There r too many hansem Chinese guys/gals, mixed-heritage of hansem-looks plus fair skin, etc till so many evil’s eye threw unto hansem ppl, no wonder (I speakg of Generally) d darker races like Malay, Filipinos,etc so “bersatu-padu” (united) ler. Gotto buy gemstones & anti evil-eye hanging soon, no matter as an amulet, talisman, pendant, necklace, bracelet, anklet, etc.

Anti facebook
I hate facebook/fb. There’s really no freedom of expressions exist here. Hope there’ll be more FB competitors rivaling fb where we can do what we like. Where we’ll not be blocked n reported.

So disheartening Methodist/Anglican school
Coming fm public national school, I could only give my opinions based on my ex-school, Anglican Chinese School (Methodist ACS). I didn’t have bad memories as far I’ve from my primary school, Simpang lima, except high school ACS. The school is just too lousy. Not even a good place to learn business, maybe in other national school as well. Econ.&Acctg shouldn’t be taught in Malay in 1st place. It’s difficult to link back what we study financial market now with the terms which were more complacent during schools. The disparity between SPM economics & stpm’s economics are just too wide. Finance should be taught to high school kids. Rather than waste student’s time, its better just do LCCI full/higher diploma (min. age 16) whilst studying spm. Juz forget useless subjects like moral & some part of history, & pjk. D history’s syllabus too much emphasized Malay’s cultures, traditions, and Islamic history & civilizations. It’s better to let student study historical aspect which only intrigue them. SPM’s economics juz over stress Islamic methods, bankings & shouldn’t so.

Time is = to quality. Spending at least 5.5 hrs/day at school is useless when there’s no frens acceptable into yr life. If d guys r hansem, girls r over makeup & free to wear anything like US, & ppl there treat u good, then it’s yr jackpot. When too many snobbish guys irritating around, girls r where we can understand & share matters on. We gals (like-minded) r alwez on same opinion whenever we r facing wif guys. If wanna leave skool, just leave it. U can do self-study & go private tuition at yr own’s convenience. Juz go to Edu. Dept & register for papers. Class discussions r also important. D place I seat is definitely not under the fan. So irritating. Cant bring own’s rm200 largest fan & wire extension too to blow ourselves & be popular among frens..




KNS F**ked antiviral companies for infect so many PCs/hp then ony force ppl to reformat; erasing all previous files hidden elsewhere & bookmarked tabs at Mozilla. No choice but to buy their antiviral S/Ws licenses & share among relative. Wish I knew how to use linux, R/H or iMac OS as it’s less vulnerable, fewer users thus less focal attacks & open-source 2. I vow to more organize now & alwez backup my HD bimonthly.

Sis’s wedding
1 word to describe her? It’s 兇.As weird it may be, rainy seasons on year end 2010 start late. Started raining on 15/11, which is good. Party at my house went smooth on 12-13/11.
Luckily, no unwanted things happen during tht days
My sis’s wedding is like I’m married too. I felt I gotto enjoy my life Now, rather than wait & transform when old, as I’ll not be able to feel my accessories on my youth anymore, if I don’t done now. I dunt want to feel my accessories dgn lengkap when old. I gotto enjoy now, coz I know I’ll never marry & it was destined edy tht no1 @ ghost can fitted with me. Complementg myself is not for her but myself too. Aiih but never thought my action spill more beans in many unexpected ways. Guess I’ve been try to match my fantasies world with my too simplistic expectations on world. An eye shadow/liner might look good on some Korean artists but sumhow it failed miserably on me. Also I’d been too rush & never able to receive side opinions fm LGBT communities. More stress aftermath led to more mental illnesses in future & GERD, muscles ache, headache, sore throat, stiff neck, bloated tummy, constant taking of medicines, legs numb, various other syndromes & disorders.
Beans = bitter responses scarred on my minds

Seeing her get so many $ fm relative, I also thought of self-marriage or get a lady fm China to marry me properly. In return for her stay in M’sia & actness, she hv to pay me monthly also.

Mom is such a richy-type &; wasteful. Food that still can be edible, threw away. If can’t finished it, y not tapau for party visitors or neighbors? Merely d banana lembik, d tembikai soft/frosted, sum were sour (bobo chacha), such wastages r regrettable. I wish I’ve more knowledge on food expirety & able to engineer it to last longer, organically. Same too, my bro in law & sis never ever care of reduce electric consumptions. Air cond, fans & light r left open even when no1 using it. Credit card interests & others never worry them.

Hate bitchy Mom. She thought by spreading to others how un-filial I am, can embarrass me.. Treating me luxurious food & air cond will not deter my protests.
Mom said to dad “My family side are generous, only yrs r in such a way”. Of coz, understoodably a way means stinginess, & 吵吵鬧鬧. But, I chat more with family fm dad’s side, over mom’s 1. It could be tht mom’s side too large thus, cant concentrate focally.
My Mom is very adept in analyzing people. So many expected outcomes r told to me, & d outcomes of ppl’s reactions towards me r as accurate as her predictions. I sense she have some 6th sense too

Now only I realized tht color nailing & overlay of fibre coat layer had resulted in making my nails stronger, durable & as a food for nail. Without a fibre coat, I can easily scratch it to drop off.

Burned Letter to Gods
I vowed to permanently end my family relationships with so called ex-dad, name XcX, and Sis, irreversibly & irreconcilably, and thus witnessed by God of sky & earth. In here, I burnt too my previous anguish memory, karma & bad lucks.


There’s a burning devils Inside Me.
I think I wanna show ppl my act of unsounded mind just to show my fondness of rebellion towards anything. Against d wind, thts y I alwez bad luck. I much realized how tryness I want to be; how childish I’m indeed & much of man, amap.

By make myself at d most lowest face value, I knew who r d 1 take advantages of me (more pronounceably at dad’s side). At least my fren consist of Aseng, Tony, well maybe 2nd uncle (dad’s side). Fm mom’s side,sum is safe on acceptable side, except ATong’s wife, aunty’s stepdaughter, WL,& mayb so on... But, all in all it’s very uncertain in future as any1 include me, may change taste or personalities in future.

$18/head at Bachelor party is too expensive..

 I don’t think so satay &; bah kut teh r worth my money. D bah kut teh juz doesn’t suits me. Sate 60 sen/stick is by way too expensive. I eat chap fan, d normal sizeable ku Ru Yok (chicken) ony RM2 ony, compared to 3 stick. D sate also full with oily fats & unhealthy, but d Chi’s 1 no fats but full of 瘦肉(white meat) which suits me, plus sweet & sour too…

I’ve a weird堂弟 who is v. shy, don’t talk & as if still at 2 yrs old. Sum hyperactive kids at 2 yrs old will even cry & scream noisily. He’ll not even answer when asked or questioned. Just like his bro.

D most disheartening moments r among when无可用的前任旧親戚(ChinDie & her LSLY husband) agitate me. Fm ChinDie, “U don’t sit here ahr… Here all full edy *Body language shooing away, laughably*”. Fm her LSLY husband, “Y don’t u put lipstick lar. U must see what situation u r in * laughily *”. It means my doings unparallel with environment. My heart sound “ Oh blady fcuk u. So wat? Though u might be rich, it’s not right 4 u to show off, press my head, & influence my dad to slap me. I may not able to go Japan & find partners & I’ll not let u hurt my feelings anymore”. It’s better for me to die than having such a bad quality of life. Aft all, d Jap’s catch phrase “Quality=Ways of life”. This is d reason I breakoff my relation wif dad permanently. Again my fingers bcum stiff coz of angriness. Sumthing like d lady character in Crayon shin chan punchg rabbit dolls at toilets.

Seeing so many high end presents she got, finally conclusions are drawn. It must been she’s alwez generous in treatg frens & spending to get more frens, & thus so luxurious presents & presentations got at her day. Lavish things like eye-catching golds, souvenirs, decorations, things at VG etc. Could be too she’s likeable, amenable to ppl & submissive. Such an overspending lifestyle but not smart enuf for her family’s needs, tokens& treatments handsomely.

Evybody shares a toilet in my house, I kinda worry tht all those waste might be mixed together. Anyhow, seems too Rest.au.rent too where Mixing gene of pool occurred, & all waste r treated together, I shouldn’t be too kiasu & snobbish. And, evy1 is welcomed to my home anytime, where yr lingering minds r welcomed too.

It just sad tht my parent wasn’t save any $ for rainy days. D house was still mortgaged at bank with high interest rates, yet d house grant still not redeemed yet. Kinda put onus on me to reclaim back my future house.

Praising sum guys r alwez seen as teasing for them when in fact it’s really not. It just an honest sayings. Wooing, praising, puke & poke them, feedbacks received (politely reject & shaking their heads) r among alwez d answers. Kuyashikute moo… Which is why it’s difficult to turn str8 guys into masculine gaymen in Asias, compare to US, Canada etc

Om mani padme hum Qs
1 of downside of being gay? Can see ghost more lor… why ghost alwez attract to yin ppl or negatif energy ppl (girl or gay)? Entities have very negative vibrational energy which is unhealthy for living people in the long term. They tend to 'feed' on living people's energy, resulting in growing in negativity in the people affected, effectively messing up their energy field.
Spirits exist in higher frequency realms. What kind of frequency does it refers to & mean? Audio, visible, or wavelength frequency?

I planned to meet Master Chin of central market, KL to gauge his psyche ability & to know my future, & ask on prices. U see, psychic ppl got many kinds. One who can see ghost, tell fortunes, foretell events. Qs are:
a)      Why I attract a lot of negativity/hatredness/sympathy looks/embarrassments/laughing/disappointment threwn at me? I knew this verbally from immediate basic family; nuclear families [dad’s side] (by teasing, laughing, bad-mouthg behind me); and nuclear families [mom’s side] (thru tentangan mata, uneasiness looks at me, cold looks at me, non-communicating/drift away from me, etc, although not as mean as those from my useless dad’s side).
But, all in all, I get negativity threwn at me by (so far) mostly relatives older than me. Younger ones .. less (-)ve (but not necessarily positif), feel more open & apathy towards LGBT, & I can sense more comfortability, more so among men. Of coz, tadika kids r so innocent & no pc exposed.. Sort of like tht..
Later deep sleep aft. insomnia & woke at 14/11, I only realize subconsciously my big mama’s advices & its logicness.
b)      When can I die ..? I sort of to d point where I wanna go to higher realm & feel no stress but love. I’m so curious on the other side. Thinkg of getting me possessed too. Any spirits can take my body but not my soul, & I don’t want to return to my earthly body anymore.Should I do pre-humous prep. like shopping on coffin/casket, which temples to store my ashes, which paper materials (entertainment sets, clothes, house, cars, astro, PC, gay male servants, shoes,etc)? I don’t need any earthy clothes, materials of possessions anymore in aft life,, just pass it down for charity, relatives or frens. I like to delve into taboo things by act differently, saying special strange goodbye, thinkg of smuggling drugs to reap quick $, rest on coffin to cleanse past karmas/soul etc.

This is a 1st time in my life so far, where there’s an abundant opportunities for me to work, but I choose to lay off as I got so many things/hobbies to do; not disciplined enough. Salaries r high too. Am spoilt by choices.

8TV quickie should be subtitled !, thus there will be more viewership. We no need any live broad casting. It’s important tht my house here is so small, & neighbors must study. No loud sounds r allowed. So do all Astro programmes too. Eg Astro programmes r “A haunting”, “Women’s heart” drama (1 or 2 episode none subbed), etc. Programmes at public TVs r mostly subbed with roman words & laudable. Is it astro too cheap to hire translators or stingy enuf to pay more for subbed versions? Where does our $ goes then? Fuck up, new Astro Byond tht allowed ony 1 distinct Astro card matched with its respective Astro decoder for we cant places-freedom anymore. Guess astro must learn China where all Chi drama is subbed wif Mandarin words even though d spoken lingua is Mandarin. It’s weird. Even Japanese’s shows doesn’t subbed in Japanese as d expected viewers r not deaf d least. 

Pls call me back as I don’t want to waste my $.We want to downgrade/reduce some packages as we r busy working, & cant fully utilize d invaluable services.Pls improve yr SLA!

South Korean cultures r too much, like Chi &; Japs, where so many over-hansem guys r portrayed on big screen, effectively seduced me.

Risks of into paranormals ?? Afraid tht I’ll never be same again, none any medium can recover me, re/possessed, be unconscious, be lost 4eva in jungles, paranoid. 
Aft years of training in natural Sc, it’s hard for me to tune my brain into paranormals views. Due to subtle messages from d other side, any weirdnesses r easily dismissed as another natural phenomena to logic causes.

Due to Sertralift effects, any potential bitter &; anguishing moments will tend to be quickly forgetted easily, compare 2 lastime.
I think I hv Chronic fatigue syndrome &; imagined ugliness syndrome

我是一个反對黨。我喜歡自在做對。(I’m such a bad character. I love to oppose freely.)


There’s no exercise therapy available in Hospitals.


My current ongoing illnesses :-
Impaired memory or concentration
Muscle pain (myalgia) and bone pain
Sore throat, frequent or recurring
Frequent gas bloating from stomach, making my eardrum pain
Large tummy
Shortness of breath
Dry &; fatigue eyes
Allergies or sensitivities to odors, mental disturbances or noise
Difficulty maintaining upright position (dizziness, balance problems or fainting)
Decreased attentions
Gender identity disorder
I think I hv Chronic fatigue syndrome &; imagined ugliness syndrome
Due to Sertralift effects, any potential bitter &; anguishing moments will tend to be quickly forgetted easily, compare 2 lastime.


I like car driftg. CAR DRIFTING IS: A motorsport in which a car is sliding lateraly through a series of turns. The art of driving a car sideways whilst maintaining effective wheelspin. As the vehicle slides, the weight shifts from each tire to another, and causes the car to circle around.
 Types of Techniques to induce a drift: Hand Brake Drift is the most common and a beginner technique. Drifting IS fun. Hell, any reason to go sideways while throwing up clouds of smoke is something that every enthusiast should try. Suited car for 360° degree spins, usually RWD rear wheel drive but not SUV or/and MPV.


Sodas
Does root beer really a true beer? As I believe A&W doesn’t hv any alcohol traces..
Coca-cola can be read as “No Mohamad, No makkah” when it’s reversed, fm left to right


Malay ppl can eat many hot & spicy and fried food evytime yet they don’t get sore throat, body heat, head/neck/mouth/ear(drum) pain & inflammation, ulcers, pimples, pus, stomach ache, gastric etc easily. Even they do (n I’m not sure on it), they can withstand it. I don’t know y but wat makes Malay able to resist it? Maybe they’re train since young, or d ancestors’d evolved to fit.
As a Chinese, I’ve been train fm young tht Chi must eat pork, thus I didn’t get any bad health from pig, unless later’s aging diseases like heart, cholesterol, obese, etc.


I used to seeing many moving ghosts according to my peripheral vision, esp at nights. It’s a side vision or the sense by which objects in the external environment are perceived by means of the light they give off or reflect.
My logical explanations?
Perceived is usually blurred compared to the central area of focus. I tink maybe I was having some tunnel vision at d time. Peripheral vision is weaker in men, compared with other animals, especially at distinguishing color and shape. This is because receptor cells on the retina are greater at the center and lowest at the edges. Also, peripheral vision is good at detecting motion (a feature of rod cells) which explain d movable entities. Central vision is relatively weak at night or in the dark, when the lack of color cues and lighting makes cone cells far less useful. Rod cells, which are concentrated further away from the retina, operate better than cone cells in low light. This makes peripheral vision useful for seeing movement at night. In fact, pilots and ghost hunters are taught to use peripheral vision to scan for aircraft or ghosts at night.


Why pizza hut at tmn sentosa, Klang always internet down ? Pls check it asap.
Regardg bout yr crazy about Cheese SMS contest and its paper brochure, there it did not state on d proper receipt time wor. It have to made clear tht d hrs needed is on 12-hrs format, not 24 hrs type. Compare if so many ppl made mistakes, is this how d way Pizza hut made money? How about those receipt of rm59.90? Not informed too d sms is per 30sen. Isnt it expensive? Pls explain. What r 1 question u’ll be asking? How if I fail?


Tks to Selleys Msia for giving me Elephant Supa glue FOC to me


Visits to International Health Fair 19-21 Nov
On my Visits to International Health Fair, d booths participants is 99% Chinese, & visitors r > 95% Chi too. Wow. It made sense too as most of explanations, talks, paper is in Chinese. Knew Mandarin well helps in jobs. I regretted tht my parent didn’t send me to Chinese primary school, at least.


Thanks to Life Publishing (a newspaper media) for giving me an apple.


KNN Mahai兒Sanwins trading S/B booth who discriminates men兒. Aroma meridian therapy massage only offer to women FOC but men, rm38. Sei Chao CiBai. Their too immature actions will only spur more wars among sexes, & we’ll definitely won’t lose & let goes of this easily. Makemasen wa! Let us boo to Sanwins trading S/B 4eva. This serve as a warning to other similiar companies-alike too. LGBT frens, lets vow not to discriminate sex & gender by saying “We don’t discriminate” and adding “unlike other useless bias-prone parties”.


Tks to d courtesy of, I don’t know which 1 sponsor, “salus/basic health & beauty S/B” for giving me “Floradix formula” 10ml soln FOC to me. Anyhow, it’s too few for me to feel d effect. At least 1-L嗎


Tks a lot to “Tama Acupuncture Academy” and “Persekutuan Persatuan Tabib Perubatan Tradisional Cina & akupuntur M’sia”, a NGO voluntarily charity org for providing others social works like free TCM treatment & acupuncture etc. They give me free Chi. Medicine (anti-pain), free TCM treatment, pulse diagnosis, massaging my leg with oil. I wanted to donate them $ but they politely refuse it saying its for social charity. I hope they setup donation box & blessed for many folds of blessings.


I’ll use most of d time d endings dak ka fm now on. Or … … Tak ka! (A very common Cantonese ending, maybe written as 得ka, used usually to force ppl to go into yr ways of doing things).


Special tks to Well Again Clinic & Diagnostic Centre for giving free body check up worth rm400; include Nutri advice/therapy, Full urine test, BCA (body fat, muscle mass, basal metabolic rate etc), Lung toxin Smoke test, pre-illness screening, HHA Hidden Ds test, etc


Tks to falun dafa org., I can learn banned in China’s Falun Gong 4 FOC.


Anti FB
For everything that is not permitted on facebook ... Lets just create more freedom of more social sites!
I hope Google Hotpot or Google can create more sites so as to simply out-rival tht stupid arrogant facebook who kick me out. There's really no freedom in FB. Critics or bullies can choose to ignore me but..
U share same opinions as me???


Dry, painful & Hardcore Science lessons
Art: Y u so depressed?
Math: I’ve nothing but only problems


As non-major of Science subjects back in senior high school, I not only double but quadriple my troubles by choosing Biotech as my 1st degree (Hons) study. Knowing nothing & alwez blur on d wrong side, sumhow I manage to work hard & grad with an upper 2nd class, numbering at 17 out of 25 studs.
As a biologist who is tech-savvy, I get some hard lesson in pharmacy & medicine by trying various drug concoctions till I depend on drug even for a small small normal pain. There r many dangers of low-quality treatments as I go to public clinics, never ever to private ones. There r danger of self-diagnosis & inaccurate treatments too. Rather than rest, heal naturally over long period, exercise, I choose to ignore as physical activities as it’s too strenuous and pain to d muscles. As evything so fast-paced now, healing have to be fast-paced too, and given my slow-rate of learning at works, possibly made more worse if I’m unstably emotions & too sensitive. I’m worry on super bacteria, body’s resistance, liver/kidney/etc failures at later age.


I get schooled by physic laws by getting rammed my motor into a workshop, and other extreme stunts.
I used to be such an over-egoistic person, all chemistry laws & principles were just nuts theories. So I try my luck by mixing Soda carbonated drinks with dry ice in an enclosed bottle for some seconds ,& --> Explosion!!.


I also love to get lessons in chemistry by mixing many cocktails of chemicals and physical treatments on waste/water till I/project become soo unorganized & complex. Eg I almost burn 1-floor of labs & potentially kill nearby ppl by smokes. My EQ & IQ was not so high too. Thus, I failed to grad from a chemical engineering school兒, haih.. 媽的 wang pa dan to UTP, SV, PG director, lab technicians etc.


Sis Weddings Part 2
Thanks a lot to my relatives who pay so much to attend my sister’s wedding. RM80/head is actually very high edy.. Even buffet at hotels r not tht high too. D buffets give d same satisfactions too, if not higher. Maybe d food is of high quality, Japanese-style, but still it’s so expensive & invaluable for me. More so to some relatives/parents’ frens who had to come from so far wasting petrols, time, energy & $.
Its also feared edy now they’re thinkg of post-marriage activities & honeymoom edy.


She threwn many lotion creams or nutrients bottles she no longer want to use, away. Even I don’t mind retrieve & using it even though overdue date, she never allowed me to use it. Such a lotion, she don’t know how to add water or bathe it but rather hv all into d dustbin. It’s not tht I wanna pick up her girl’s things & reuse or wat. Such a sis is useless.
Scold me in front of frens & relative, it’s better there’s no such person appear in my life.
她嫁出去了是我的永遠的幸福。。虽然两公婆好有钱但是怎么樣我有感情和面子的。自由自在,有情有爱。。 是她破壞了家庭 (Her oust,is my happiness..Though both’s rich, but I at anyhow, have feelings & faces. Got freedom, then only have connection & loves.)


I never intent to imitate women, but just to please & get as many men as can due to oppo-attractions. Watever tht imitate their respect has nothing to do for them, esp d bias 1. But I aint fake either.


Actually I willing to drink alcohols, but with 1 condition; it must be transfer into my mouth by guys’ mouth. Owh, xin fu er..


Internet security = Trend Micro
It includes anti virus also. I recommend u buy Trend Micro 2010 (3 users) at d highest floor, Sg wang plaza at only rm40. D pdt is for bundle only (cannot be sold), but actually is sold unethically. D pdt is ony for 1 year, ie until Dec 2011. Kaspersky too high. Me & sis will use it. 1 left, any1 want to use it? Any1 wanna buy from me? I give u rm16. I bought for rm50. If u r hansem enough, I’ll give u FOC. Any1 knew cheaper Internet security?


Hansem men come at a charge. If I hv $, I’ll donate large sum to them, thank them for being so hansem, & make sure their gene & face maintain, to be display for many more ppl or future generations. Pay them for hugs & as a fren. Pretty boys need to care their body, avoid accident & maintain muscles, fatness, sexiness etc. Currently, I just give them a few dollars, as I could capable of.


Differences between Asian & others? Their looks. They’re cute, handsome, sexy don’t have so much hair on body. Of course the Caucasian, white or western counterparts are cute, handsome, sexy etc too but they have so many hairs on body, and when they make love, they’re frightened me. Asian more soft, short, simpler, non-heavy sex, etc. But of course I do envy the openness and hugging cultures of them (esp. male), as it’s much regretted not practiced in Asia. The love makings are extreme, overdo, torturous, too weird etc. Surely, asian’s cultures and food fascinates me.


My mom really looks like her fourth elder brother. Due to that, I get also the same looks like him & her. I’m not hansem & fair coz of tht. She’s very workaholic. If it’s many $ generated, then it’s laudable but she loves to be traditional housewife whose chores cleaning house as clean as possible, germ-free, mold-free etc. If she have time she’ll find work instead. Alwez lament & sigh her children never at help, if she didn’t expect so high, there should be no quarrels at home. Always like tht


thts all 4 now…

Friday, November 5, 2010

Reasons to study at korea, Funny Korean’s speakg, final say on utp, My letter to rector, Bad-mouthing on ATCEN S/B & fast food, ATCEN, Poems etc on 4 Nov 10


There are many reasons why me aka Anti-warisan Merdeka loves to study in Korea. Firstly he is very fascinated with Far Eastern cultures, language and value, especially that of Asian’s 3 major superpower named China, Korea and Japan. Currently he is an intermediate level learner of Japanese language. Although he is not pro in the language yet, he will be preparing himself physically and mentally in one day. Same as Korean too, he will learn Korean language but not now due to limited time. Japanese culture may have some overlap with Korean culture that is why he is interested to study in Korea. In addition, he printed and photocopied many Korean self-guiding books from library and through online to supplement his learning later.

Due to some cultural and physical features similiarities between Chinese and Korean, he would like to study in Korea. He would like to contribute to Korea’s economy, progress, peaceful situation and its nation. Aeons years ago, Chinese may influence Korea in number of ways, like propagation of Buddhism along with Hanja, cultural dissemination, etc. Han want to represent myself as an oversea Chinese in Korea and to introduce his new research fellows and friends some foreign culture, cookings and unique traditions. He like to improve relationship between China and Korea. It is important task to build an understanding relationship too. By learning Korean lingua, he can manifest himself easily into the local and increase its usage through Internet and friends. This way Korean language can be a global language and a tool for business communication. Han want to exchange many scientific ideas as well as his views on this world to as many people as possible. Oddly, his surname is Han, which means Korea in Chinese, Japanese or Korea. Also, there are quite a number of people with his surname in China and Korea. He would like to bring good names to Yeung Nam University as well as improves its ranking in global status. In a way, he wants to explore the daily life in South Korea, the country’s advanced mobile technology and popular local cuisine.

Last time He intended to study in one of Korean university for scholarship purposes. But he failed because he was in the number 17th out of approximately 25 students, yet not the top 3. The university required top students from their class. On Nov 2006, he had taken Test of English Placements (TEPS) as part of the requirement and got total 752 points. The lecturer who conducted the test said this result can be used to apply for studies in Korean universities.

Funny Korean’s speakg:
“Pray said, whats thinks you?”.. OMG.. wat a broken english??!!! Actually wat she means was “Pls say, what you think?”
B2ST/beast = Boys of East Standing HIGH~~~~~.. Well.. yay…

Walao, I read tht those Muslims who don’t want to touch dog, pig or any other non-halal or haram animal are told not to take Vet. Medicine. Isn’t d religion a bit ridiculous?

I gotta leave utp & pack my things up on Sun 24 oct.. gotto awol & intercalate for max 1 year. No MSc but an valuable experience. Coz I paid rm450 to attend a Job guarantee program (min basic rm2K) edy, but at last got my rm450 returned back.. No allowance from utp was bank-in for Sept, thus got to find $ back near homme...

Compared to lousy speed of kfc & pizza hut drive-thru tmn. sentosa, Klang (which is unfortunately near my permanent house), McD is superb & offer KL-comparable wi-fi connection in remote Klang. There’s no kfc breakfast anymore when I arrive there. The kfc tmn. sentosa, Klang is too cold most of d time… Yr mysterious client should cum there.

I’m a kfc am member. How come d staff at breakfast am outlet, tmn sentosa, klang didn’t know bout with am Sausage Platter combo, there’ll be Free Junior Sunday special? I think d Misses also need to be informed on it J. With Junior Sunday special, they also forgot my Milo till I inform them. I hope to avoid this scenario again, information big enough have to be paste on top

My letter to rector:::
I would like to lodge a formal suggestions, feedbacks, complains etc that the hereafter said PG director has failed to extend my GA extension after HOD and my SV agree to extend my GA category A for at least another semester as I’d never got any GA extension before. Thus I hope my status could be again reinstated back to normal again.

Most international Muslim seniors who did the same course like me got maximum 3 years to do his MSc whereas mine was 2 years as per offer written at the offer’s letter. Wasn’t this unjust consider foreign over local? Why does this policy have to be so unintelligent? Why double standard?

“AP Dr Azmuddin Abdullah” has failed to guide his student properly till he’d unable to find for me grants to support me and my tough researches. And was not given opportunities to do paper presentations at conferences, got me sponsored to attend paid talks and conferences, no inter-universities collaborations on my projects, especially at Klang valley. Life in village was so drowning. Given his high expectations, his inability to understand that I myself was not the major setbacks to my progress, and his erratic vacillate-prone thinking, he’s also irresponsibly failed to make me continue my studies in UTP. There’s a big problem with PG director when he reject my GA extension application based on non-believing of my progress. There are big confrontations too between me and SV as we can no longer go along. My proposed new SV is Dr Nurul Hasan, whilst let my ex-SV just be my new co-SV. There are no field SVs at all too.

I hope rector could responsibly look into my case without bias rather than sit at your office there comfortably. As a result, I had to made my experience in UTP as my mini dissertation, at other university. I can’t viva as SV and PG director not cooperative enough to continue support me. I can’t come back as I just recently mass transfer my belongings back to Klg valley on 24 Oct. Come back will made no sense. Doing partime study at utp would only made senses if I happen to work/stay near utp & there’s no need for me to pay ridiculous tuition fees. I’ll be back by early 2012 to resume studies if I want to. I wish yous could know me better and Petronas Dagangan Bhd’s shareholders could emphasize more on company’s CSR, especially on local students.

 “SENTIASA BERSUMBANG DI UiTP”

Apakah kelemahan skim ini (Industrial Skills Enhancement Program – Customer Care Management) di institusi latihan ATCEN SDN. BHD?
Langsung pun tidak teknikal dan bosan tersangat. Bahasa Mandarin (untuk tujuan komunikasi global) dan pengetahuan asas IT/networking pun tidak diajar. Traning provider, ATCEN tidak mempunyai fasiliti-fasiliti seperti di universiti bertaraf dunia. Infrastruktur seperti sauna, kolam renang, go-cart, Wi-fi no blocked-akses (spt YouTube,dll), trak lumba kuda, kelab-kelab, gym, ruang rekreasi, perpustakaan berbuku baru, laptops untuk student, hostel mewah, live training di call centre, hard&soft phone, IM system, Clarify, Kenan S/W, etc lagi. Kelas Inggeris pun tidak banyak membantu pun. Language of grammar, Fonologi, elemen-elemen linguistik, Business English pun tiada. Tiada balasan yg diterima dari ATCEN walaupun banyak sms & emel dihantar untuk penghantaran sijil lulus saya secara pos Xpres. Soalan yang ditujukan pun tidak ditunjuk-ajar. Makanan tidak disediakan untuk breakfast, tea break, lunch, hi-tea, dan dinner pun. Elaun bulanan sikit sangat. Walaupun banyak negative komen diajukan, sebarang pembaikian pada skim pun tidak ter endah-endah juga.
Kesalahan Call-centres conglomerate juga kerana ketidak-inginan untuk menyerap graduan segar-bugar dengan pengamanahan CSR

Chem. Eng’s subjects r so dry

I would turn into a bridge for 500 years
And endure 500 years of wind
500 years of sunlight
and 500 years of rain
My only wish is that you cross the bridge

“The reasons why we can't meet good guys:
1. Good men are ugly looking.
2. Cute guys have lousy personalities.
3. Cute guys with good character are married.
4. Cute guys with good character and single are poor.
5. Cute, good character, single and rich guys aren't interested in us.
6  Cute, good character, single, rich, guys who are interested in us and are not players...are GAYS.
totally true if you ask me. =]” quoted from a women, imho



what bank i should deposit my money in, in Malaysia?
I dont want to put $ into CIMB, rhb, hwang dbs, maybank, rhb etc err. Those banks reject my application to work for them. Wat other banks hv more atm machine anywhere in greater KL?


There’s dis Chinese men from Nextview Sdn bhd I believe try to lure job seeker by ask d job seekers to pay money first to join d certified program. Tht program is a Job-guarantee program for job seeker where promised of rm2K of min. basic salary. i'd paid so far rm450 , of d total rm6.5K. Alas I got my $ back, but sumhow, my time & energy & $ spend going there remain unable-to-returned. It’s so expensive esp d lrt & bus going they….
可惜~ Kuyashii…. Nar..