UTAR, Pro-women, HTAR, pizza, kfc, Core of biotech, my_gene, Tribal tattoo, normality & skin (16 September)

I felt UTAR have some issues. Its reluctant to receive RM30 Million from philanthropist Koon Yew Yin shows that he is egoistic, over-confident, never takes advices, too rich, & don’t deserve any helps from societies. But, wat r d conditions set by Koon Yew Yin?? Doesn’t Koon Yew Yin sincere & honest?

I felt there are so many women-groups in just about anything, likewise in political parties, rights movement, NGOs, societies, women’s days, women’s only area/time, etc. But, hey, no men??! It’s maybe tht women are too emotioning and so disadvantaged politically, economically, physically, gender-ly, etc.

When nurse collecting my blood by drew out using syringe, I dunno why sumhow d area of collection become/appear bruised (dark purplish) but without inflammation?

Due to a big event gonna coming in, it’s very hard to keep my composure in & be normal. Through many years of studying natural sciences & observing normalized laws, it’s difficult to be in paranormal positions, though, got deep interests in quasi-normal occurrences like d unexplained, magics, spirits etc didn’t help too.          

Stupid d Trauma & Emergency unit of Hospital Tengku Ampuan rahimah (HTAR) for not letting me see Dr on public holiday. Surely 16 September no public clinics are open but can’t they treat illnesses like sore throat, coughing etc too? D stupid nurses even ask me to go private clinic. How can when I don’t have money? Those rascals really taint gov’s images & efforts. I’ll just go & get as many medicines but use it blatantly so to reduce gov’s resources, like Calcium lactate supplement (3 per day). Or even claim tht d suspension & meds got spilled & robbed along bags.

Got a scoop of free ice cream (Strawberry) from Pizza Hut, Tmn Sentosa, Klang! All tks to previous Chinese customer that sat on d table & left. For god’s sake, Pizza worker accidentally forgot d last servings & thus God arrange d appetiser would be serve to me. It could be they pity tht I don’t ask anything to eat but to save my face, they did so. D male waiter decide to treat me a sumptous aiskrim (I’d said *Blinkg wif lashes*), harh hah hahh..

D manager said “NVM, just eat it”. Thnks of him… I vowed & resolute not to incur any additional electricity cost & usage at any Pizza outlets, even I dine in.

I wanna thank KFC for letting his nearby cust. use the electricity FOC, esp when my laptop is alwez KONG. Unlike stupid non-air conned mamak stall who caj rm2/hr for electricity err..

I feels that the Bubur kfc Breakfast am should have toppings like veggies, bawang goreng, & ajinomoto. Should be served in bowl, not white polystyrene. Afraid of d polystyrene as d chemicals edy change d society's hormone. Should have bigger size broth, instead, better put fried chicken KFC meat inside, not d cebisan daging. Thts wat we called KFC’s recipe. Tht'll only improve satisfaction…

And also, the toilet at 24-hrs kfc bkt bintang need to buck up. It had no hook for cust to hang trousers when doing business. Tht 1 (used to flushed shit away) also malfunctioned. No tissue too at both toilet. Pls improve!

At d heart of biotech? I tink d only subjects that really matters and touch on every single topics & subjects in biotech is subject called “Bioprocessing & Fermentation technology”. Other subjects are very much stand-alone & may not really relate much to each other, eg Immunopathology and Plant cell cultures. 

My desire to be promiscuous instead of monogamous may be linked to my genetics, says a new study from Sweden. In the study, researcher Hasse Walum etc found that allele 334—a gene variant linked to Vasopressin, an important hormone that may make men prone to marital strife and less likely to wed. Vasopressin affects voles' abilities to remain monogamous. Vasopressin is released into the brain of mammals during sexual activity.  Men who had two copies of allele 334 were also twice more likely to have had a marital or relational crisis in the past than those who lacked the gene variant. About 40 percent of the men had one or two copies of allele 334.

If u looking for those tattoos seen usually at lengchais' legs there, then google search for "Tribal tattoo".. it gives u range of wat u needed er.. Meaning-wise, much r obscure. Even d tattoo artist/me too didnt know wat mine's meanings are..

Black ppl, jokes, etc

Jehovah’s Witness stopped followers from a vital blood transfusion? Ridiculous..

A human or bees wax sculpture melts at a low temperature. Why? Isnt it the opposite way round?

(source: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wax_sculpture)

I’ve once a science teacher where she alwez pronounced borosilicate beakers as “boRoh-silly-cat” making all of us laugh wahh hahahah

Q. What causes the tides in the oceans
A. The tides are a fight between the earth and the moon. All water tends to flow towards the moon, because there is no water on the moon, and nature abhors a vacuum. I forget where the sun joins the fight

Q. In a democratic society, how important are elections
A. Very important. Sex can only happen when a male gets an election

Not to sound stereotype but, the ppl I saw are by far, all black-skinned. I mean those guys, maybe from India, Bangla,Pakistan or anywhere near there. Those black-skinned ppl I saw like to hold each other hands in hand in d public. D holding hands with hand in public can be typically seen in girls (regardless of race), hetero-partners, Cross-dressers etc, but in males (of so far only dark skin)?? It’s an interesting cultures.

Went to typical Chinese restaurants for mixed rice. Some customers (usually d Indian, god bless them) are so afraid of pork. I think, they’d been accustomed & brainwashed by their Muslim frens since childhood ady d negative aspects from porks. It’s understandable if alleviating beef or cow but, Hinduism did not forbid any pork. Could be tht they fear d eventual god is suddenly Allah, then they tink it’s better safe. Kiasu-lah. Luckily my mom taught tht a Chinese must eat pork. I’ve known a mixed Chi-Mly fren who nvm eat pig.

D Indian pokes 2 holes on their ear. Does it represent any kind of religious form or symbols? I noticed tht it cost as much as rm10/hole, omg!!

Porn in parliament for 15mins in Indon!! Hahahah

It’s raya season but on both Raya 1 & Raya 2, Chinese movies are shown instead? At least I’d expect some Eng movies but still.. Maybe Chinese movies are popular with Malay..but I still feels weird.

Lately, I’m just so Emotioning (in a happy way of coz)….

 I dunno why cookies must be enabled in order to use blogging..haih

Global news, 2010, Hara-Kiri etc

Emil chau is a great singer. He produce a great songs. But, I hope he could imitate Jap’s style more & learn more of mixing songs & create many different versions of a same song. Summore, he should learn to dance like youngster, eg Big bang, S J。He’s does display his quite soft side, too.

I’m wonder isit possible to hv my signature done in Chinese/Japanese/korean characters? It’s common & easy to sign in roman letters but Chinese/Japanese/korean characters?? We’re always taught to wrote in proper ways with pen. No, I didn’t learn Chi. calligraphy as it needs money, & ppl don’t sign with brush. I don’t use fountain pen as well. I cant afford to own a rubber stamp or ancient Chi. stamp (wood or stone-type, with d ink in vermillion color) as welll

Employers are alwez suspicious, so I shouldn’t leave gaps in my Career History. What happen if I undergoes a MSc research course (under scholarship), or any other jobs, but got failed/terminated by my SV, yet I still don’t want my interviewers to know why I failed to perform at other jobs, or why I was terminated?

Beside reasons like “took a year out to travel, or just took a break”, what are other realistic & positive reasons u can tink of? I need to be honest on it?

Japanese are famous of their creativity, and also pruriency

But most of d time, I’m not a e-tranny..

is utada hikaru a man, just like Lady gaga?Coz she successfully turn every gaymen into straight guys.. btw Gaga a man or a hermaphrodite? Her passport or I/C proof?? Anyhow, there are some male element parts in “Her” side.

One year old child found pregnant in Saudi Arabia! Doctors says it’s a unique case for this world! Medical Science Report says : “When the mother of this child was pregnant, she had 2 fetuses inside her. But one of the fetus grew inside the other, this why this girl was born with the other fetus inside her womb.

Seppuku (Hara-Kiri) was a key part of bushido, the code of the samurai warriors. The main point of the act was to restore or protect one’s honor as a warrior. Samurai women could only commit the act with permission. A Samurai was bathed, dressed in white robes, and fed his favorite meal. Dressed ceremonially, the warrior would prepare for death by writing a death poem. With his selected attendant (kaishakunin [suicide assistant], his second) standing by, he would open his kimono (clothing), take up his tantō (knife) and plunge it into his abdomen, making a left-to-right cut. The kaishakunin (介錯人) would then perform daki-kubi, a cut in which the warrior was all but decapitated (a slight band of flesh is left attaching the head to the body).

This year 2010 I was not so lucky. Motor rm4000 plus, 2 h/ps (1 quite expensive ca. rm200 & 1 rm90), rm12 torchlight, plus others lost. Many relations problems occur among community I live in... @~@

Comments on Celcom, conflict of interests, $ & polis report (4th September, 2010)

On 3th September, 2010, I made a polis report due to that my housemate had been too much(过分) by inserting rat into bathroom (through a small hole at the broken door bottom) while I was bathing. I knew he’ll incessantly play by further throwing up rat on top or put it inside my shirt when I was sleeping. So, without thinkg much, I angrily inside (but I appear normal outside) go out pretending to go pasar malam, but instead to stesen. In report, I states too “sejajaran” (in coincidence) with a big verbal fight with him on 2 September, my h/p lost too on 3 September. Anyway, it’s just a normal cheap rm90 hp. I’m not really sure who but it could be him or maybe the other guys (Frens of my Myanmarmese housemate). On 2 September, should not other housemate pull him back, surely there’ll be a big physical fights. D polis/head decided to come over my house aft report was made. D report is rm4, wow!!!

D worst-case effects of making a polis report?

1. I might trouble myself, having polis ransack everything at home
2. I trouble Ah Pin, the Myanmarmese guys (gottta deported back), the chefs, & every housemate
3. every housemate got to be investigated at batu gajah polis stesen on h/p lost, which I think doesn’t worth much. Btw, it’s my fault as well.
4. My foe will kept revenge by bringing in his gang, ah long team, family members
5. my foe will be kicked out from his study in PESDC. The OCS polis knew sum1 well from pesdc. That will spell more troubles
6. D foe will made another polis report unto me fitnah me on dis & dis. Given current state of bad-mouthing in front of me, he’ll bad-mouth me even many folds more. Luckily, I’m patient type who could just take in. Incident on 2 September happen due to I protect my dignity back by verbal fight with him. He can’t take it so going start to fight with me. Such person are so childish, so shame on his parents for not being able to raise/taught him good manners well. He came from a poor family, been adopted by his dad’s close fren for 15 years, graduated from Monfort boys school, so egoistic/”Lan Sii”. He’ll also non-stop play/spoil my things, mix or add something into my medicines, hurting me with sticks, judging from his body language appearance (模樣).

In d end, Ah pin ask me & him to shake hand & give further advice. I add, next time, 各各mind own’s事情. D polis told him, said I’m “lembut” & sensitif, thus cannot receive such a treatment. D polis also advice I must change attitude. What he mean, maybe I should learn to listen advices more, imho. Most of ah pin’s family came over on this fuss, & i am so embarrass by this unexpected outcome incidence. I don’t tell mom/sis, coz they’ll be 1) scold me, for fail to maintain a good relationship & public skills, 2) embarrass, 3) worrying 4) force me to buy a new h/p. And I’ll have to force my self listening to them & be “insaf”. Ah pin said tht tht guy have some psycho-problems. I don’t know how to pinpoint, but I fell he’s more like sum1 who’s a play- play type, who fail to take my advices & (pre)-warnings repeatedly. Due to tht, my body is on fire yesterday, forcing my self to sleep, mull over & meditate. My shoulder stiff & upper torso part in pain as a result. I vow not to made a small troubles big anymore, as d pain of torso is disturbing.

I didn’t know this is whether a matter of ethics, but d prepaid card I used b4 from DIGI is satisfying but not celcom. I never use Maxis b4 coz it’s expensive, & due to I work in Celcom b4, I just pay back my loyalty. Once I don’t top up, d No. will be recycled back. But phone no. I saved on digi’s SIM card still available but not on celcom’s SIM card. Why celcom create this unnecessary things? Also I try to call 911 or 999 using celcom’s SIM card but fail. Why too??

I realize I’ve too many conflict of interests with everyone so far I met. Every regretted things happen, I’ll always remember mom’s advice. I guess mom try to make me adapt & adept in this world. What other ppl advise me suddenly (& as alwez) I think “Mom’s is right & is there!”. It just happen to me all d time, but I don’t remember all those regrettable things well. Just d recent 1, yesterday, where ah pin’s mom & others, even po;lis too, advise me to keep my things clearly & neat. Ppl don’t like, & might don’t rent room to me if I still don’t keep my things cleared up, clean & manageable. I guess maybe all of them just highest education is only SPM maybe they don’t know how difficult life is doing MSc , or work, in private UTP.. Btw, I’ll help d OCS polis in IT things by recommend my IT lab maintenance fren to trouble shoot d printer problems.

When mean too bad, both Chi/Jap words are可惜/口惜しい respectively, though abit similar in semantics & phonology

 Though my GA allowance has been rejected & stopped, strangely enough i still get it in my 25th month??? Thks utp!

Furnishing my CV. Male prostitutes’ term, Chinese sequence, My rattles on Unisel, 1M’sial, Research Methods class, & family n housemates problems (31 Aug)

My jobs or studies so far mostly not even got anything related to what I’d been study for my Biotech 1^st degree. Can’t reap back what I’d sowed all these miserable 3 years erh.. I’m so blurred on scopes, till now I still don’t know what is biotech and which scopes it doesn’t cover. It’s subjective. Unisel still owes us RM200 plus tht is yet to be bank into our Islam Bank account; there’s still overall reasons I’m still unsatisfied with Unisel. Unisel should offer its only exclusive (early) grads to pursue PG studies in FOBALS/ Unisel, plus provides us allowances, internal & external research grants, etc.

They (ie To Whom It May Concern) should ask or consult us first b4 rename our bach. Prog. into Bac. Tech. in Industrial Biotech. It feels like we’re cheated, as our initial aim is to study broad Biotech degree, not Industrial Biotech. Yet they change it whilst we’re still completing the unsure full-LAN accreditation. Don’t cha think instead, our bach. Prog. should be BSc in Biotech (pure) instead of specific area of biotech?

I’ve got into wrong majors & wish I could even turn back time to re-choose again. Those more marketable options needed by industries is as follows, ie Microbe >>> Plantae >> Marineね?

Unisel’s initial status very confusing. Semi-government, GLCs, private or fully government IPT, it don’t declares..

There’s not even a single labs & experiments exposure for critical Biotech subjects like Virology & Immunology, Biochem, Molecular & Cell Biology, Maths, Plant biotech, lingua at phonetics labs, Org. Chem, biostatistics, etc. Am not satisfied with these phenomena & yet d degree still fully accredited by MQA?

Photoshot shotted of convo damn too expensive er. And we’re not given even the softcopies or opportunities to choose which photos we like to be washed permanently into large frame. Thus, some of our faces are like sneezing, side-view, eye looks down, angry etc & yet we can’t photo framed it coz of embarrassment.

There’re so many typo errors in our Academic transcript, esp. at results! Result slips print differently. Cheap & less educated ppl lor.

Industrial training doesn’t even related to wat we’d studied & hope for practised. I hope to get exposure (in at least deep scientific fields) as much as possible but…

I got bad results in several subjects due to psychological & physiological imbalances. I wanna retake the class/labs/courseworks/final only/all and don’t mind paid extra credit hours to study or extra costs. Yet i can’t do so as prog. coordinator doesn’t allowed me err.. Shouldn’t we be allowed to retake poor subjects to increase our CGPA & well still able to grad in stipulated 3 yrs degree time?

I’d like to join the majors or minors but no minor er..

My fyp is very simple. It’s not wide in breadth & depth. I wish for more breadth & depth knowledge.

There’s uneven allocation among grades err. (For eg. There’s only subtle differences of +5 marks that spell differences between B & B+ or B+ & A; yet there’s vast differences btw C & B ie 15marks?)

There are no choices of language classes we wish to enroll just to satisfy credits requirement.

 We can only have 118 credits, but we can’t have wider choices, or choose to gain more credits as per in IPTA. We also cant choose to enroll or attend in any classes tht we like. Not even in par with Uni’s purposes to spread knowledge er.. Only profits minded only. I wished I could attend many types of non-academic complementary classes whilst in University, to enjoy life or memories & collect some credits at same time.

Ps: If any of u want to talk bad bout yr ex-alma mater, then emel it to KPM (tracerstudy_jpt@mohe.gov.my)

   There are even no “racial harmony day” been celebrated in M’sia compared in neighbouring Singapore, what’s more d concept of 1M’sial? Official language of Singapore are Chi,Mly, Eng & Tamil but M’sial only Mly?? WTH? Many shops & houses here in tronoh perak didn’t display national flag during independence day. Guess ppl are non-patriotic n lazy & polis just sleeping.  Fact of life...After Monday & Tuesday, even the calendar says W T F !!! =.=

To Whom It May Concern,

Res. Method class was not applicable to most Eng./IT students as it's cater to Social Sc students only. Pls do something. We expect our time should be filled more with refreshes of statistical techniques, biostatistic, statistics used in MATLAB or RSM, other advance subjects etc. Pls rectify & modify

Have someone read your résumé. Family and friends know your strengths and weaknesses, and are often more than willing to give constructive feedback. 
Avoid excessive use of ‘I’, ‘he’ or ‘she’. Instead, write ‘Employed as a Graphic Designer with 6 months practical experience in designing websites, etc’. 
Employers are alwez suspicious, so I shouldn’t leave gaps in my Career History. What happen if I undergoes a MSc research course (under scholarship), or any other jobs, but got failed/terminated by my SV, yet I still don’t want my interviewers to know why I failed to perform at other jobs, or why I was terminated?

Beside reasons like “took a year out to travel, or just took a break”, what are other realistic & positive reasons u can tink of? I need to be honest about it?

Male prostitutes are also known as "rent-boys," callboys, 男娼 (danshou @ namchang), 売り専(urisen),  "hustlers" and "masseurs". The term "hustler" is rarely used any more, due to its demeaning connotations. A man who does not regard himself as gay, but who is prepared to have sex with male clients for money, is sometimes called "gay for pay" or "rough trade". The older member of the relationship may be qualified as a "sugar daddy" or "sugar momma"; the young lover may be a "kept boy" or "toy boy".

Is it the Chi.language sequence below correct? Any wanna add any Chinese into the sequence?

Ancient Chinese à Old Chinese à Middle Chinese à Classical Chinese àModern/Vernacular Chinese (now)

D only productive things to raise my KPI & utp’s/SV’s KPI is by publish in high impact journals. Wanna feel couraged, to write on Short Comm & brief res. Note. But wat I get is just discourages environments. Wished tht I hv Donkey’s guide to “Guides to write for Journal publication”.

I’d successfully found a Free food and shelter Welfare centre for the homeless in KL, Msia but, dying a quick painless way now is much better than going thru my sad life.. Being crazy & lost all my memories are even far better than grips unto my memories now. 我和同想法之人的苦影子翦不斷,我斷腸也笑容一翻黃。我孤单单的心眼兒. 發出神経痛都也好。如此,一点跟道也可以行，都也好。何必生我受苦呢？不可以養的上，有必須麻烦到您们将么難？（Bitter problems of my same-way thinkg comrades & me, can’t be forgotten/settled, me SAD, & smiles turn upside down [grieving]。My lonely mind. Emit out craziness too, good also。In this way,abit following my principles ways,also good.Certainly for what born me,to receive bitterness?Cant raise me up, why must made thyselves such a big hard troubles? ）