My rattles on Unisel, Contradiction terms, & Over emphasis of rankings and Weird Raping case& stage Name (1st Sept)

From http://www.sinarharian.com.my/utr/content/story8125804.asp , I feel really funny n weird. D funny part is when d mom worry bout d suspect more than her own’s daughter (d victim). The mom dengan selamba berkata, “apa yang berlaku adalah takdir dan kehidupan anaknya tidak akan terjejas apa-apa pon,” D polis is also even more surprised when d mom ask d victim to retract back d report.

D funny part is also when d polis say “itulah kali pertama beliau mendengar pengakuan sedemikian rupa daripada seorang ibu yang menganggap maruah diri anaknya lebih rendah berbanding perogol itu”. Surely many ppl will scold d withdrawal to be stupid.

Taiwan’s 4 in love (band)’s weather-based name, Cloudie, Sunnie, Rainie, and Windie is rather weird & amusing. Why don’t add 9 more, ie Snowie, Stormie, Hazie, downpourie, breezie, Blowie, Coolie, Hottie, & brightie ??

My jobs or studies so far mostly not even got anything related to what I’d been study for my Biotech 1^st degree. Can’t reap back what I’d sowed all these miserable 3 years erh.. I’m so blurred on scopes, till now I still don’t know what is biotech and which scopes it doesn’t cover. It’s subjective. Unisel still owes us RM200 plus tht is yet to be bank into our Islam Bank account; there’s still overall reasons I’m still unsatisfied with Unisel. Unisel should offer its only exclusive (early) grads to pursue PG studies in FOBALS/ Unisel, plus provides us allowances, internal & external research grants, etc.

They (ie To Whom It May Concern) should ask or consult us first b4 rename our bach. Prog. into Bac. Tech. in Industrial Biotech. It feels like we’re cheated, as our initial aim is to study broad Biotech degree, not Industrial Biotech. Yet they change it whilst we’re still completing the unsure full-LAN accreditation. Don’t cha think instead, our bach. Prog. should be BSc in Biotech (pure) instead of specific area of biotech?

I’ve got into wrong majors & wish I could even turn back time to re-choose again. Those more marketable options needed by industries is as follows, ie Microbe >>> Plantae >> Marineね?

Unisel’s initial status very confusing. Semi-government, GLCs, private or fully government IPT, it don’t declares..

There’s not even a single labs & experiments exposure for critical Biotech subjects like Virology & Immunology, Biochem, Molecular & Cell Biology, Maths, Plant biotech, lingua at phonetics labs, Org. Chem, biostatistics, etc. Am not satisfied with these phenomena & yet d degree still fully accredited by MQA?

Photoshot shotted of convo damn too expensive er. And we’re not given even the softcopies or opportunities to choose which photos we like to be washed permanently into large frame. Thus, some of our faces are like sneezing, side-view, eye looks down, angry etc & yet we can’t photo framed it coz of embarrassment.

There’re so many typo errors in our Academic transcript, esp. at results! Result slips print differently. Cheap & less educated ppl lor.

Industrial training doesn’t even related to wat we’d studied & hope for practised. I hope to get exposure (in at least deep scientific fields) as much as possible but…

I got bad results in several subjects due to psychological & physiological imbalances. I wanna retake the class/labs/courseworks/final only/all and don’t mind paid extra credit hours to study or extra costs. Yet i can’t do so as prog. coordinator doesn’t allowed me err.. Shouldn’t we be allowed to retake poor subjects to increase our CGPA & well still able to grad in stipulated 3 yrs degree time?

I’d like to join the majors or minors but no minor er..

My fyp is very simple. It’s not wide in breadth & depth. I wish for more breadth & depth knowledge.

There’s uneven allocation among grades err. (For eg. There’s only subtle differences of +5 marks that spell differences between B & B+ or B+ & A; yet there’s vast differences btw C & B ie 15marks?)

There are no choices of language classes we wish to enroll just to satisfy credits requirement.

 We can only have 118 credits, but we can’t have wider choices, or choose to gain more credits as per in IPTA. We also cant choose to enroll or attend in any classes tht we like. Not even in par with Uni’s purposes to spread knowledge er.. Only profits minded only. I wished I could attend many types of non-academic complementary classes whilst in University, to enjoy life or memories & collect some credits at same time.

I wonder wat’s d differences among thunderbolts, bolts, thunderstorm, lightning, ball lightning , flash, rainstorm, storm… Hmm

If some words are interchangeable, then, why there’s a need of having multiple words referring to a same thing existed? Can’t the Eng. language stop importing loan words to confuse learners even more?

A thunderstorm is any storm in which thunder/lightning is involved. (thunder is the noise). A rainstorm is a storm that consists of rain. 
Lightning is the electricity that comes from the clouds. Ball lightning is another way the electricity comes down to earth. Flash lightning is just lights up at the sky for a very small time.

Thunderbolts are the same as lightning. But these tend to refer to fork lightning. Bolts, well, can mean a few things, but just dont use the word bolts

A thunderstorm is a weather-related occurrence that has thunder and lightning - not all storms have thunder and lightning. Ball lightning is a special form of lightning. "Flash" can refer to a lightning strike, or a flood ("flash flood"). "Rainstorm" is a weather-related phenomenon where precipitation is falling, and is generally windy. A "storm" can be related to either "rain" or "snow".

LOVE them or loathe them, rankings of universities across countries and regions are here to stay. Increasingly, scientific research and experimentation have become the major focus of universities. Sadly, advances in the North do not necessarily advance the interests of the South. The UN estimates that one-third of the world is well fed, one-third under-fed, and one-third starving. Every 3.6 seconds someone dies of hunger. To satisfy the world's sanitation and food requirements would cost only US$13 billion (RM45 billion) -- what the people of the United States and the European Union spend on perfume each year. Have our universities faced up to the "human challenge" confronting the global community? Sadly not. We are mired in the game of trying to become the equals of the great universities of Europe, North America and Japan. For too long, however, universities have been mesmerised by the "publish or perish" paradigm  even though the "human challenge" we face is complex-ly multi-dimensional.

Same too, PG director who reject my monthly $ continuance should realized that his mistakes, the "publish or perish" paradigm. I belong to the one-third of under-fed and where’s his CSR? The mission of our UTP needs to include, meeting the socioeconomic challenges faced by the world's bottom billions ie me. Even such a reorientation of focus has been taken up by universities such as the UK's Cambridge and Imperial College London, and by America's Harvard, MIT and Princeton. Let’s ignore the irrelevant rankings of world universities, re-examine the fundamentals, and strive to be relevant to the pressing problems close to home in our increasingly challenging world. Today's UTP universities shouldn’t oblivious to the problems faced by the citizens. Citizens’ daily needs & allowances first.

Thts all ler.. Aiyah,很喜歡睡覺儿.. 睡眠不夠足儿.. 想 ey hehh..(crossed finger)

Bout My opinion on song “风雨无阻”, kotra pharma, Pdts, my family’s Japs/Korean name,my social skills & crown

Many round-neck casual t-shirts I bought are Made in Thai. Looks like besides trans, sex, spell charms, gaiety,etc Thai is popular with shirts too.

Say Booo! To Kotra Pharma for choosing only 23 years old person to take up job as microbiologists. Dear Kotra Pharma  (hr@kotrapharma.com ), pls be more responsible on yr CSR ! I’ll ban any medicines & pdts from Kotra Pharma, even if it’s FOC!

I’d found, my sister’s name, to be Igeta Yoshisada! (Chin: 韓 欣定; Korea: Han Heun-jeong), while as for me, Igeta Tetsusada (Han Cheol-jeong).

Why igeta choosen? 韓 can be read as Han as well in Japanese but neither Han or Kan was choosen as it doesn’t sound more natural in Japan. Jap’s PM’s name is かん too although different kanji. Monosyllabic reading of names can be straight away thought of someone with a Chinese or Korean descendent. So, to avoid prejudices, bi-name with each name 3-4 syllables sound more natural and original to the mainstream flow in Japan. Chinese usually have tri-name (exclude English name) though bi-name exist and popular too. Chinese bi-name is usually seen on older people’s name, though in youngers, it’s rare.

This a lil’ bit intricacies here. The catch is I don’t know李国 should be read as name as “Junko, or MomoKo, Reiko or Riiko”, as from the combination, (Ri I momo Jun Ni Mo Rii Rei ) + (Ko kuna kuni). Somehow all of 李国readings are feminine. Anyway, I choose Reiko as it sounds the best for my bro-in-law.

歌名:风雨无阻.

但是如果风也无,但, 儿有风把了，而且无雨，那如何？风和风一起同气。风和雨無摻。 無雨可行，儿不過無风没有雨。相对無敢。怕羞儿。我幸福之裙子，不能授受. 腋味之給, 特別多感謝. 可是縁份都也不相信。不是说没運気。人不像人鬼都也不像鬼。中間之地点也無是。人生呀人生呀..

Kemin: Fong Yu wu Zhu.

Danshi ruguo fung ye wu, dan, er yiu fung pa liao, erqie wu yu, nar,ru he? Fung he fung yiqi tong qi. Fung he yu wu chan. Wu yu ke xing, er pu guo wu fung meiyou yu. Xiang dui wu gan. Paxiu er. Wo xingfu chi qinzi,bu neng shoushou. Ge wei zhi kei, tebie duo ganxie. Keshi yuanfen dou ye bu xiang xin. Bu shi shuo mei yun qi. Ren bu xiang ren, gui bu xiang gui ye zong jien chi ti tian ye wu shi. Renshen ya Renshen ya

Song’s name: Wind rain won’t separate.

 (But, if, wind too none, only got wind only, at still no rain, well how? Wind & Wind together same breadth. Wind & rain never mix. No rain, still OK, well but, no wind, no rain. Co-facing not dare,er. Happiness of my skirt, I can’t give & accept. Giving of armpit smell, specially tks v.much. But, fate too, also not believe. Not to say no lucks. Not even like men, nor ghost nor even in the middle ground. Lifes yuh, life yah..)

 On top of everyone's head there is a place where a whorl is formed similar to the ones in fingerprints. Most people have only one, but some people are blessed with two crown. Pediatrician said that children who have five or more such whorls/crowns are often developmentally disabled. Most autistic people have a double or triple crown. Crown/s are less common in Africans. Double Crown` on your scalp are supposed to be lucky. But, there is no such thing as a double crown. A person can have two whorls on the crown. Having double whorls whorls generally does nothing with a moppy hair style. Double whorls affect guy's haircuts in the traditional short to medium range of barber shop style hair cuts, sometimes causing cowlicks. A good barber can usually design a haircut around a double whorl. With longer styles, having double whorls usually means a person can part his hair on either side, since there is no natural part.

Got looks & impression from peoples (frens & families) tht why I couldn’t spend much time with them. D reason, sumhow I tink is simple. I used to have insufficient time to finish of task. Due to many things I wanted to achieve & many frustrations of piled up things, I alwez on d urge of paying more time wif my PC, studies etc. But I still unsure whether wat I’m doing now will eventually led me to my ambitions. Surely, there’ll be hassles but which road d least- hassles are unknown. Due to my constant worries, it affects me my whole life. I mean, cats have 9 lives but me.. It bcum habits on me edy & difficult to brush it off when even in social functions. Surely I wont do dis 4 d rest of my life, esp during my golden age time but I don’t know when my this feeling of “time-wasted” will be go off permanently. How if in aft-life, it still there?

It’s a bad thing, but I feel tht whenever Japanese bowing down, I felt it just tht they’re juz ready to fart by expressingly bowg down. Mayb it’s not their intention to fart rudely to scare off ppl, but their impression shine onme (or others mayb) is they want a reciprocal response by making us bowg back to them. It’s just so not me, & I still not used to bowing, esp in outside of Japan. Some ppl are angry coz I type d word “Jap” instead of Japan. But in fact, I feel Jap has no derogatory connotations & it’ll only save my time of typing fully. Same goes wif Chi, Msian,etc.

www.nescafe.com should prolong their pdt shelf life. It’s highly unethical for making pdt shelf life short so as to cust. can’t enjoy d product over longer period of time. Other products too should be ethical enough.

One of my FYP student named Budiman almost got B. Me too in similar situation. 1 mark less will land myself in band 3. Till now, I still grateful evytime tht I got band 4 in my MUET whenever thought about it.

90% of the public universities' funding came from Malaysian Government and the balance 10% is from student fees. No wonder there’s so many Jamuans for a single meeting. Imagine hundreds of meetings per day?!

I wonder how TAR College is a Gov’s Institutions!?? All dis while I thought it’s a private Institutions successfully set up by Chinese communities.

What? UTP, as a private Universities, but aim to get a research university? Cum on! I’ll sponsor utp more mirrors first & over my dead body 1^st! UTP must learn how to see themselves realistically in reflections. UTP’s shadows cant be cutted. Tht will made utp d next top laughing stocks in Malaysia & world. 

歌名:风雨无阻.

但是如果风也无,但, 儿有风把了，而且无雨，那如何？风和风一起同气。风和雨無摻。 無雨可行，儿不過無风没有雨。相对無敢。怕羞儿。我幸福之裙子，不能授受. 腋味之給, 特別多感謝. 可是縁份都也不相信。不是说没運気。人不像人鬼都也不像鬼。中間之地点也無是。人生呀人生呀..

Kemin: Fong Yu wu Zhu.

Danshi ruguo fung ye wu, dan, er yiu fung pa liao, erqie wu yu, nar,ru he? Fung he fung yiqi tong qi. Fung he yu wu chan. Wu yu ke xing, er pu guo wu fung meiyou yu. Xiang dui wu gan. Paxiu er. Wo xingfu chi qinzi,bu neng shoushou. Ge wei zhi kei, tebie duo ganxie. Keshi yuanfen dou ye bu xiang xin. Bu shi shuo mei yun qi. Ren bu xiang ren, gui bu xiang gui ye zong jien chi ti tian ye wu shi. Renshen ya Renshen ya

Song’s name: Wind rain won’t separate.

 (But, if, wind too none, only got wind only, at still no rain, well how? Wind & Wind together same breadth. Wind & rain never mix. No rain, still OK, well but, no wind, no rain. Co-facing not dare,er. Happiness of my skirt, I can’t give & accept. Giving of armpit smell, specially tks v.much. But, fate too, also not believe. Not to say no lucks. Not even like men, nor ghost nor even in the middle ground. Lifes yuh, life yah..)

Yi wei ze li you ai  deng wo hui lai

(以為)因為 這裡有愛 等我回來

(Thought tht) Becoz , here got love, wait me come back

On marts, SV & Some Japanses sentences I self-create (28/8)

I’m working alone on the biogas research projects, thus there are many obstacles coming my way. The work is exploratory and new, thus forcing me to initiate a new research cluster and become a project leader guiding my FYP students. Without any major fundings also slightly delay my research progressions. Trainings on some APHA Standard Methods, RSM, equipments etc are not provided, and the difficult understanding of literatures in journals greatly dragged my MSc studies. There are no field supervisors for me. Collaborations with other research universities are limited due to the need of completing hectic GA hours and lack of transportation allowances to cover trips to universities-rich Klang Valley or even nearby places. I never had any GA extension done before. But still my extension and re-appeal was rejected. Now I have to present my results and progress before Raya to panels consisting HOD, GA coordinator and some lecturers. What a life!

M'sia sucks bcoz no Walmart!

 I got a satisfying response from Watsons! All d best Watsons! Jom ramai2 sokong Watsons ni!

Blady Fak u! My stupid SV don’t trust my thinking. He’s such a pathetic idiot.

I’ve problems of thinkg straight. I cant keep my head straight at all.

So many guys (no matter hansem or not, but usually mostly d hansem 1) juz like to show off their brief/s by wearing a jeans tht’s almost fall down from their hip. Y don’t they just bare their ass of with a see-thru plastic? It’ll turn many gays n gal on

Many shirts are Made in Thai

Y in many facial cleanser or face mask, tapping d skin is alwez advised? Is this how nutrients will be absorbed?

To wa ieba, kamisama ni nareba…. “Otoko wa iku no toki ni wa, dare ni mo Mienai, de, oite ore dake sa”ore-ryuu ga gambatte shimacchatta da ze. Zutto, itsu made mo, nan toki mo..Tu Er Shen mitai mane hoshikutemo sou da yo. Ne, hora! Sonna koto yori,anata ne, daiji na koto to yume mo, nai njanai no ? Deshou ? Maa,ki ga shi naide! Shinpai shi na wa yo! Motto motto tsuyokute isoide, dasu ssu koso! Shinkyou to ka taichou na n to ka, nado.. Tada ima, me no mae ni kesshite [Sonna. moushikashite, ore no koto..? Masaka?] to iwarete kara, sore kara zen’mono wa sosoraremasen nacchatta na~

[Nanika atta no?] to kyuu ni kikareru to, [betsu ni ii kedo] to kotaete mimashita..

 When speaking of becoming god, well somehow ..”During time of men’s orgasms, any1 can’t see it, urm, except only me >O< !”…through my styleで,will be completely try my best yo!

All along do & always do, & any time too.. As well wanna be mimicking Rabbit god too, appear too oorh! Hey,see! Such things less important, you,important things & dream too, didn’t have too, aren’t it? Probably right, ね? Well,don’t care! Do not worry yosh! More & more emitting strongness quickly yor, surely! Mental-wise, or physical-side, etc.. Because of, right now, surely before my very eyes, been told about “No Way. Perhaps, you (love) me? No way??”, and that all things become regrettably non-stimulating, see. Suddenly heard of [Is there anything?], I tried to answer [Well, I’m alright, but].

とはいえば,神様になれば、何んとか。。”男は１９ の時には誰にも看えないで措いて俺丈さ ;>” と俺流が頑張って仕舞っちゃっただぜ.

ずっとし, 何時までもし、何ん時も.. 兎儿神みたい真似欲しくてもそうだよ. ね,ほら。そんな事より,貴方ね、大事な事と夢も、無んじゃないの？でしょう？まあ,気がしないで！心配しなはよ！もっともっと強くて急いで,出すっす こそ！心境とか体調なんとかなど。。ただ今、目の前にけっして［そんな.もうしかして、俺の事。。? まさか?］と言われてから、其れから全物は唆られませんなっちゃったな。。。[何にか有ったの？]と急に聞かれると, [べつに良いけど] と答えてみました。.

Troubles at workplace & homme

            Incapable to supervise students on his own’s research topics. Failed to influences, motivates and inspires students to learn. He failed to develop curricula and resources that reflect an understanding of the field of Environmental Engineering. He lacks d interpersonal skills that demonstrate the ability to establish and maintain effective working relationships with students. He failed to demonstrate commitment to Equal Opportunity principles and practices. He didn’t have ability to obtain peer-reviewed grant funding. Even with available funding too, he’s not keen to share with me. He did not attracted research funding or consultancy income in his proposed area. Have a bad collegiality. Not a single lab is specially dedicated for biogas project. There are no field supervisors. Lab technicians are not cocoperative. Looks like I’m in big trouble edy if no $ is pumped in.

My sharemate, named Ivan (Chinese, 22 yrs old) a Monforts Boys skool dropout, a genster, Ahlong etc alwez like to borrow my things. If want didnt want to buy it but keep annoy me by his non-stop talking, 2nd hand smoke, play my things. His no. is 0163472593. Such pariah rascal is sucks! Hahha, padan his muka got blacklisted by all 3 mobile servis providers, JPJ for overspeedg, banks (MYR 200,000 loan)etc. Want my things, but still dont want to listen to my advices. He's very "Lan Sii" er.

Unethical Watson (Sg wang) & Shell and Racist Malay

15/8/10::: Unethical Watson (Sg wang) & Shell and Racist Malay

Also, at watson’s Sg Wang plaza, a strip of Lozenges (10 pills) I bought at rm1/strip suddenly become rm1.50 d next day when I come to buy again. Can Watson explain why such unethical increase?

On d way about to reach utp, u’ll see Shell station, Tronoh. I feel tht shell should generous enough to let d cust. to plug their socket to get power supply for PC. Initially I can, but aft. some while can’t coz d owner don’t let me. FYI, d owner is Chinese. Anyhow, I’ll alwez come to Shell to enjoy aircond but I wont buy a single thing from them er. Anyway, tks for providing free wi-fi. My battery couldn’t last long. With max. power usage & as a new battery, it last only 2 hrs. Geez..

Since d start of Internet till now, I’ve read many comments. Wat I conclude is tht most Malay are daringly outspoken. They are so so Dengki/envious of Chinese. They threw so many bad worst comments towards Chinese. But I don’t see much bad comment exist among non-malays toward d piggy Malay. Maybe they do, but in their own’s language which I can’t read in their characters. Pretty fcuk u Malay! Melayu ni hasad dengki! Exclusive rights for malays, 1M’sia (but 1Melayu) lah,  all gov. sector is all Mly la, dengki Chinese’s major shares on Economy, & wat lah. Whenever a law is passed down according to Islamic law, envy Malay will pester Chi. ppl of not getting similiar punishment treatments as well. Fcuk u la mly! Don’t impose such rules unto non-muslim k! This will taint more Islam’s name! C Singapore, should M’sia fall into Chinese’s hand & thus changed into Chinasia, this land could catch up/be on par with Singapore, thus bcum another county of China er. We as non-mly should stand united against d Mly! Should d Chi can conquer politics, mayb quality of life could be much better. May turn to Jap-like, but at least economic-wise, Chinasia could still rely on dis country’s natural resources.

On my SV, Ramadhan mth, Eyeliner& my shopping experiences

12^th August 2010

On my GA xtension, SV gimme till Mac 2011, while HOD only recommend 1 sem, but pg director reject it immediately. I havent finish MSc, coz SV said it’s not up to standard. My erratic thinkg SV keep on toy on me by askg me do this, that & still reluctant to just grant me a MSc degree. He failed to realize tht it's not my major fault on the halt of my project. He keep blaming on me, tht such idealistic jerk! It’s too competitive dy to be a lecturer. Must hv a PhD & do sum post-doctoral researches 1st b4 1 could really even be a lecturer.

My GA here got 3 category ie  A B or C. D worst part will gonna be fell into category B or C. SV ask me to convert to PhD but I reluctant as it’s not fair if I convert while my salary is still same, ie less than rm2K. Even convert is still ok than B or C. But got to suffer 2 more years! God forbid it!

Though no mre GA, but i wont let it drag me. I'll intercalate my studies n look for jobs asap

He read my Chap 4 n he's dissatisfied o wont accept it, coz I wrote too many negative thing.

“Giant, Malaysia, menyumbangkan RM35,000 ramuan bubur lambuk sempena Program Amal Bubur Lambuk 1Malaysia “. Boycott Giant!!! What d heck? When puasa time, free food to celebrate raya? Those who receive bubur & celeb ramadhan mth how many percent are muslim receivers? But how bout other celeb like Christmas, Deepavali, CNY?? Only cheap items tht we (non-Muslim) r forced to buy? Not all muslim receivers going to buy Giant’s thing right?

I respect Muslim’s ppl of fasting, but once if fastg interfere their tasks/jobs & resulted in them being in d bad mood, I’ll go berserk! It’ll affect every1! No 100% efforts of co operations from them, wasting my time & energies, unnecessarily put others in bad mood as well. It’ll be better for d muslim to just delay their fasting period unto non-working days, donate rice to poor, impregnated & making self any light-sick.

But I came with pros as well. Restoran Malaysia Negara Ku near Balai Polis, Seksyen 7, S.A, offer rm2 buffet on 3 dishes + rice + a glass of water for eat-in or take-away! Hope it’s not too spicy. Cant wait er…

I tried to apply eyeliner, somehow it doesn’t last long. I mean it’s easily removed esp after I woke up. It getting so itchy d 1^st time I apply eyeliner. Is it d skin below my eye doesn’t yet get used to been touch & foreign object yet? Or I’m just an inexperienced newbie? As result, I hv to rub my eyes coz I can’t stand d itchiness edy. But there’s no itchy problem when I applied d liq. eyeliner on eyelids. Do I hv to seek costmetologists’ help to drew & pattern my eyes nicely? I realized tht there are many cosmetic beauty products came from Korea or Japan. Even China lost too to them. If a eyeliner become quite recalcitrant & permanent, does any makeup removal can successfully remove d eyeliner? What if d makeup-removal soln get into my eyes?

Palmer's No Blade Cream [Cocoa Butter Hair removal for body, wif Vit E (125 g)] that I recently bought is useless. Though I apply as per instructed on my armpit, I still didn’t get my hair removed. What happen? Mind tht “this product from USA, not tested on animal”! Pls don’t buy any butter-flavor or any products from PALMER’s brand anymore as it’s sucks!

On my jeaLousy shopping experiences

I bought so many things from Sg Wang Plaza but still yet, we customer have to fork out money [20 cent] to use their toilet. Parking also chargeable, wth!! Well being in ultra-expensive city & charge those who use cars is understandable. So, they should even try to promote traffics reduction & motors usage by providing free parkg for motors! Even there’s no free lockers provided to keep our things whenever we visited shopping centres. Only guard use a plastic band to tied yr bags or cellophane taped it. Not only Sg wang, but many other big major super marts in KL also like tht as well.

I’d record down on things I bought. The reason I bought many things are to celebrate my sister’s wedding primarily, also to imitate Utada Hikaru foremostly, to make myself beautiful & elegant, to enjoy my youth “Now” rather than wait till old or unwanted incidents. I think human should learn to live now, forget past & never anticipated much for tomorrow, as mostly, it’ll not happen. Just for her wedding, it cost me to spend nearly a thousand MYR! To b exact rm870 as of today. Of course other things excluded (and subjective), were health supplements, IT hardwares, h/p stuffs etc.

Many nice T-shirts I found are mainly catered for thin or AVG ppl. I’m a bit slump & plump, thus many nice designs didn’t cater to my size.

I saw many guys wear jeans that almost fall off from their flat buttocks. Unknown why, they seem to like to show off their colorful branded briefs as well. I just hate them err..

On a day, I’m wearing a fake spiky hair. I just got too many unwanted attention, laughs & unpleasant body language from ppl around me. At my back, a malay guy shout “Rambut”, whereas at other time a Chinese men said “It’s a fake hair”. Those were negative, but there are positive as well like “beautiful”. Also, wearing “Kasut getah tebal/tinggi” my legs are too pain to walk. I guess tht’s all for now! Bananas are better!

My overspendg, idiotic SV, Motor’s key lost & Chem yori, Bio no hou ga..

Better Chem. Or Bio??

Chem is more important here, not so much on biology although both r important. Chem is harder & gives u more analytical skills, thus many employer looks at yr Chem ability. U cant really apply process or skills learn in biology most of d time.

Furthermore, actually, evy1 or most, study something they don't like, just to use it for works. Try research which jobs are easilly available in newspapers. And see what qualifications needed, or jobs tht are not so strict in requirements etc. Accounting is good. Or pharmacy or lab tech?

My Motor’s key lost! Zannen!

Just wanna back to my home at 10pm aft visitg all 3 shopmart, B. Times Sq, Sg wang plaza,&Low yat plaza. But, hey , all my bags /pocket cant find my key!! There’s also juz sum1 put his h/p no. at my motor. Juz keep it d no. and too panicked & disbelief, I just ony can tink of I must drop it in shopmart. Going all 3 shopmart’s Security dept & left my h/p no just in case. Back to my motor again, again sum1 put his h/p no. at my motor. Realize it’s d same no. Aah! tht sum1 must hv saw my key & try to extort $ so as to reward him. Try to call him but no ans. Act. tht key-founder turn out to be d penjaga man (Mr X, a drug addict). Act. I must hv carelessly forget to pull out d key. I never thought I could be tht careless,stupid & such forgetful. Coz X need to bathe, he pass d key to a security guard of Plaza Imbi, Mr T. X sumhow knew I lost key, tell me tht T had kept my key. X ask me how much $ kopi I can give, saying rm10-20. Luckily mr T hold the key & take care of it for me. If not, surely X will extort as much $ he can to feed his drug’s habit. T didn’t want any $ fm me coz he is not a greedy person & he got job. T said tht I’m careless, which I happily admitted. T said I could give any amount of $ to X so tht next time I come parking again, X will not trouble me/my motor. I pass a myr 10 note to T to thk X & to let go my motor. Sumhow I didn’t see X aft tht. When about to bid farewell again to T, T emerge & show me my bag, which again I carelessly forget to pick up. Haih, guess I’m born to be careless. I think it would be better if I’m dead rather than suffering from too many bad lucks. My sister on h/p keep asking me who I’m with while I was searchg my key, which I found rather hard to explain to her. She warns me not to get kidnapped & trouble d families for ransom, as u know, “KL”. And she thought I was staging my own’s kidnapping to demand ransom for own. Having hard to explain, I hung up. She’s a type who drives car like a mad woman.

I use rm1.1K during a week to buy miscellaneous things!

My iron is tainted with rubber.I'd try to DIY hot-paste some rubber stickers on my cloth.How to clean it anywy

I'd try using candles to brush off d attached black rubber or try to brush it off with hard brush but still can't. D iron i tink cannot be used anymore as d rubber will just dirtied other cloths. How? Can any1 suggest a strong chemicals (cheap & easily available)? Viable physico-chemical methods? I need some practical workouts. Experts' helps are almost welcome

SV

I feel my SV does all his mighty best to play/toy wif me. First he said he is hesitating to include my name into paper (soon to be published), then he said he changed his mind. Well, he always changed his mind & good in vacillate. Given only 1 day to correct a paper then due to I cant finish on time, I cant think of such punishments is on par with my lateness… Stupid AP Dr M. Azmuddin Abdlah

Got offer from Prof in Korea to do PG studies

Will I face problems like lack of facilities, equipments, Internet connectivity, enzymes concern, chemical or reagents? Newcomer is provided with own’s laptop? Got many Chinese foods at Yeungnam University? Yeungnam University is located in town or rural area? Got any super/hypermarkets and valuable transportations there? Although living allowances of $400 is lower than what’s offer to me currently, I don’t mind coming Korea if good relationship is maintained. In utp here, PhD student is paid monthly $690 while for Master, is $517. But the cost of living condition here is considerably low, ie cheaper life than in Kuala Lumpur. How about cost of living condition in Yeungnam University? I'll send back to you recommendation letters by tomorrow. I’ve to pay the 100,000 KRW application fee through money orders? On “Original copy of bank statement indicating sponsor’s account balance” the sponsor is Prof Doo HyunNam or my parent? If it’s my parent, both didn’t have account balance over $10,000 (USD). If application successful, is it possible to intercalation or deferment? As I’ll be completing my Master studies by end of this year. Once finish, I’ll straight away come to Korea, and resume the streptomyces project and my doctoral studies. The admission fee and mandatory university fees is really high for me. So did entry visa too, I think so. Can the research grant cover all these after I came to Yeungnam University? If so, the full-coverage of all these is guaranteed?

How about the fees for passport & visa application and one-way go ticket and return ticket? Others I’ll take care of myself financially in Malaysia and Korea. Thanks Prof. Doo HyunNam. I'll send back to you recommendation letters, application forms plus other related documents

 Thanks for perusal. Regards,
Me






ps:

My MSc degree got transcript as I do not attend classes and taking subjects. It is purely research, just like a MPhil. But I can provide you cert. from UTP or its equivalent indicating my finished study on application period.

It is 2.5 years long as there are various obstacles coming in like very long procedures, matters pertaining to labs, fundings, etc. Yet, I almost complete my MSc with zero fundings.

There are some supervisors (SV) in UTP here who hold their respective students longer than stipulated normal 3-years of PhD, just so that students can work on various things for SV free due to lack of students. In order to curb this, utp introduce KPI system where the longer students graduated, the KPI of SV & director of PG studies wil be decreased.

My letter to SV

Dear SV,

I expect the Fauzi, lab technician to talk to me nicely, but he doesnt so-lah. He's so helpful & informative when he assisting Fadhlam but he just tak layan my questions, or not interested to help me. Even he (Fad too) just laugh when they see my stupidity. Not so knowledgable is also due to their these behaviors of helping people selectively, not helping me. Thus, ppl & his cronies are only benefitted a lots in these blok 3-5's labs. Fad is also very arrogant too. Also, a simple things also Fauzi likes to made me angry,to me. It's like he's all-time correct. He says he run samples, don't run experiments. It is very well understoodable but he plays don't understand me, & makes things complicated. How come the people here is not helpful...??? Is it they see my skin's color? He also should know the GC needed to fitted with FID but he didn't. 

Due to electric breakdown again, & Fad restarted all-over again, d result should be divided equally between him & me right? I got do the jobs in preparing, but it's on last Fri. I have rights to claim that as my results also right, isn't it...???

Also, last Fri (public holiday, 30/4) there's these aunties janitor works too. My temporary shift/place is opposite of PG's PC lab. I just put my 1.5-L bottles there (oficce chair) so as to collect filtered hot/cold water from Sport complex there. No one will touch it. For sure it's not other PG students take it. It is the aunties cleaner (blue shirt, from Azar Co.) that takes it, 99.99% Confidence interval. Even the guard there also saw some blue-shirt aunties collecting bottles. Empty bottles are a treasured things to me. I know many other places got bottles, but it might unsanitary. Those empty bottles I put it in big bag (clothy-type) and it's a treasured thing as well. It's not that I don't want it & put there for many days. In that sense the idiotic aunties could take it. But i just put there for some hours, later it gone. Is it the aunties is too much free time that till even that also she cares? It's like the many place is also not clean. The "tangan" when I go down the staircase, that is also not properly sanitized. Always dirty yiear. Even (glassy) walls and glass windows pane also they use broom to clean it. Are that kind of people still in 3rd world with improper tools...?? Old building never ever be mopped. The empty bottles looks like nothing but now i got no more empty bottles to fill my water to drinks at home. As known, pipe water is like brackish cafe-o with high chlorine & bacteria. I got to travel everytime to utp here to fill up water which denotes inconveniences to me. Now who's gonna pay back my stolen items? The companies that responsible to clean room 1.9 Blok J (Formis) on 30 Apr there is responsible to punish those ladies and pay back me some compensation. Though they may give me back, I don't want it anymore as it may be filled with un-sanitary things. Who knows next time i might be under the bomoh's spells. Now i got to buy more mineral waters or soft drinks to get as many back bottles. My estimated empty bottles are more than 10 bottles, mostly are soft-drinks brands, some abit mineral water. Each soft-drink bottle i bought at RM3.50. The mineral water bottles are rm1.8/bottle. Taking 7 soft-drinks bottles  & 3 mineral water bottles, the price is ca. RM30. Unsure, but i estimate each bottles 30-40 sen. 

So, i need back rm3.70 (0.3*3 + 0.4 *7). The rm4 doesnt mean much to me. All is important is that the aunties must realised her faults, never repeated it again, never stole things again, and write me a formal apologies. The aunties may be less educated & have no stealing intention but she need to be alert next time by asking the owner first. THere are many other things there, like unwanted papers, carpet etc but why even that also they don't steal? I dont think so plastic bottles worth any money but tin cans. I hope to get a proper explanations from those responsible before the cctv nih.

Pre-Warning!!! Read this 1^st b4 proceeding. Below quiz content might be extremely very sensitive to yous. Some opinions might or might not agrees with you/s. If you think u can handle yr EQ, IQ exceptionally well then u can proceed. However I’m not liable to anything happens & I don’t expect critics to further drags me, as I’d warning. Those past anti-me, critics are not welcome to read this & faster close this tab/window now.

This quiz is for those who wanna test themselves whether are they really an Uniselian or just passer-by or worst knew nothing. Take this quiz & enjoy yr time & perusal. Chao!

Is it true Seetha & Jason is a dating couple during only in Unisel & not even now?

Definitely yes

No

Mmm, Maybe Yes; or No; or Yes and also No too

Unsure-lah

Of limited handsome lecturer of Fobals, which 1 is more handsome?

Tan Do Yew (TDY)

Wee Seng Kew (WSK)

Lai Long Wee

Is it HJD fell in love with TDY?

Definitely yes

No

Mmm, Maybe Yes; or No; or Yes and also No too

Unsure-lah

Did WSK joined FB?

If yes, please provide:

No

Unsure-lah, I’m not nosy

Does TDY fell in love with HJD too & this was a reciprocal love?

My jobs or studies so far mostly not even got anything related to what I’d been study for my Biotech 1^st degree. Can’t reap back what I’d sowed all these miserable 3 years erh..

            Definitely yes

No. Pls states reason/s why:

Maybe Yes; or No; or Yes and also No too

I’m so blurred on scopes, till now I still don’t know what is biotech and which scopes it doesn’t cover. It’s subjective

Unsure

Unisel still owes us RM200 plus tht is yet to be bank into our Islam Bank account; there’s still overall reasons I’m still unsatisfied with Unisel. Do u not satisfied with Unisel & feels too tht Unisel cheats our $?

Definitely yes

No

Mmm, Maybe Yes; or No; or Yes and also No too

Unsure-lah

Unisel should offer its only exclusive early grads to pursue PG studies in FOBALS/ Unisel, plus provides us allowances, internal & external research grants, etc. Don’t cha think so?

Definitely yes

No

Mmm, Maybe Yes; or No; or Yes and also No too

Unsure-lah

They (ie To Whom It May Concern) should ask or consult us first b4 rename our bach. Prog. into Bac. Tech. in Industrial Biotech. It feels like we’re cheated, as our initial aim is to study broad Biotech degree, not Industrial Biotech. Yet they change it whilst we’re still completing the unsure full-LAN accreditation. Don’t cha think instead, our bach. Prog. should be BSc in Biotech (pure) instead of specific area of biotech?

Definitely yes

No

Mmm, Maybe Yes; or No; or Yes and also No too

Unsure-lah

I’ve got into wrong majors & wish I could even turn back time to re-choose again. Do u agree that (in order of priorities term), those more marketable options needed by industries is as follows, ie Microbe >>> Plantae >> Marine? And wish to even have more major options?

Totally yes

No

Mmm, Maybe Yes; or No; or Yes and also No too

Unsure-lah

Unisel’s initial status very confusing. Semi-government, GLCs, private or fully government IPT. U agree?

Unisel’s initial status very confusing. Semi-government, GLCs, private or fully government IPT. U think it should falls under which 1?

Semi-government

GLCs (eg UTP, MMU & UniTen)

private ipts

fully government IPTA

Unsure-lah

There’s not even a single labs & experiments exposure for critical Biotech subjects like Virology & Immunology, Biochem, Molecular & Cell Biology, Maths, Plant biotech, lingua at phonetics labs, Org. Chem, biostatistics, etc. Do u satisfied with these phenomena & yet our degree still fully LAN accredited?

Totally yes

No

Mmm, Maybe Yes; or No; or 50%Yes and also 50%No too

Unsure-lah

HJD is my friend. Can you state reasons?

Totally yes, as:

No, he’s my enemies as:

Mmm, Maybe Yes; or No;

Both lor. 50%Yes and also 50%No too as it depends on certain time, my current complex moods etc.

Unsure-lah, blurr

Which names are more suitable for our fren here, Han Jer Deng? U can choose more than 1. WhY?

            Hans Jardin

            Jardin Jayden

            Daniel

            Danielle

            Hans Jay Dean

            Hans Gay Dean

Gay Dean

Hon Zhit Teng

            Han Zhe Ting

韓哲定

Igeta Tetsusada

Han Jae-daeng

Han Dae-Jang

Hans Chatting

           

Photoshot shotted of convo damn too expensive er. And we’re not given even the softcopies or opportunities to choose which photos we like to be washed permanently into large frame. Thus, some of our faces are like sneezing, side-view, eye looks down, angry etc & yet we can’t photo framed it coz of embarrassment. Don’t cha find yous agree with me?

Totally yes

No

Mmm, Maybe Yes; or No; or 50%Yes and also 50%No too

Unsure-lah

There’re so many typo errors in our Academic transcript, esp. at results! Result slips print differently. Cheap & less educated ppl lor. Don’t cha find yous agree with me?

Totally yes

No

Mmm, Maybe Yes; or No; or 50%Yes and also 50%No too

Unsure-lah

Industrial training doesn’t even related to wat we’d studied & hope for practised. Do u hope to get exposure (in at least deep scientific fields) as much as possible?

Totally yes

No

Mmm, Maybe Yes; or No; or 50%Yes and also 50%No too

Unsure-lah

U got bad results in several subjects due to psychological & physiological imbalances. U wanna retake the class/labs/courseworks/final only/all and don’t mind paid extra credit hours to study or extra costs. Yet u can’t do so as prog. coordinator doesn’t allowed u. Do u think we should be allowed to retake poor subjects to increase our CGPA & well still able to grad in stipulated 3 yrs degree time?

Totally yes

No

Mmm, Maybe Yes; or No; or 50%Yes and also 50%No too

Unsure-lah

Do u think we should have minors?

Totally yes

No

Mmm, Maybe Yes; or No; or 50%Yes and also 50%No too

Unsure-lah

I’d like to join the majors or minors below

Chemistry / Chemical & Environmental Eng.

Eng.

OSHE

IT/ Bioinformatics

Management & Accounting

Biomedical & Lab tech.

Pharmacology

Polymer & Material Sc

My fyp is very simple. It’s not wide in breadth & depth. I wish for more breadth & depth knowledge.

Totally yes

No

Mmm, Maybe Yes; or No; or 50%Yes and also 50%No too

Unsure-lah

Which biotech subject/s or non-biotech subject/s u liked most? Y?

Virology & Immunology

Biochem

Molecular & Cell Biology

Maths for biotech / Biostatistics

(Industrial) Microbiology

Tissue/Cell Culture

Org. Chem

Bioprocess Eng

Reasons are

Which biotech subject/s or non-biotech subject/s u hated most? Y?

Virology & Immunology

Biochem

Molecular & Cell Biology

Maths for biotech

Org. Chem

biostatistics

Reasons are

During our time, DO u satisfy with the uneven allocation among grades? (For eg. There’s only subtle differences of +5 marks that spell differences between B & B+ or B+ & A; yet there’s vast differences btw C & B ie 15marks?)

Absolutely yes

No, am not satisfied, even at all!!!

Mmm, Maybe Yes; or No; or 50%Yes and also 50%No too

Unsure-lah

Which major consist mainly of Indians?

Microbiology

Plant Biotech

Marine Biotech

Which major consist mainly of straight females?

Microbiology

Plant Biotech

Marine Biotech

Industrial Biotech

Who is the class leader & assistant respectively? (exclude classes during major studies)

Adi & Hang Amin

Hang Amin & Adi

HjD & Hang Amin

HjD & Adi

Adi & HjD

Hang Amin & HjD

=HjD for both position

=Hang Amin for both position

=Adi for both position

There are no choices of language classes we wish to enroll just to satisfy credits requirement. Which lingua u’d like to add-on in yr CV? U can choose more than 1

Thai/Vietnam/Cambodian/Myanmar

Tamil/Hindi/German/Spanish/France

Indonesian/Arab/Others, pls state:

As been noted by lecturer XxX, comparative is a deductive element in biology. Even at lavatory too for eg., u still holding yr big jones 1 hand & busy jot down approx. analogical length, acting nerd. Is it true?

Entirely yes er..

No-lah

Mmm, Maybe Yes; or No; or 50%Yes and also 50%No too

Unsure la..

Sumthing bout me & my likes

Hey, thanks to all of you spending your luxurious time to read my blog entries. Whenever got words I feel I can’t translate into English, I’m deeply apologize. Sorry for my poor English. I’ll use shorthand or words as best as possible to save my/yr time & energies. I don’t preach “Yeh Sou (Jesus)”. I’ll try my best to translate it from Malay or Chinese (mandarin) to English, or vice-versa (abbrev. v.v). I’ll try my best to use Chi. Words when I’m using it; if not guess you got to bear with me using pin-yin. I may switch to Jap. if I  find I need to. To put things short, pls go to () to know more about me. If I didn’t add you as fren in FB, you should email me () to request me to approve yous as my friend. I’ll choose guys mostly as my friends. As I feels it’s not comfortable to share certain pics with opposite sex. Not all ppl I’ll app. Girls also OK. But (all in all) most importantly, those seeking frenship with me must (and preferably) share most opinions & thinking with me. 

An autobiographical memoirs

I’ll update my blog once a week at least, so those who regularly check frown on no updating, I’m very sorry :}

Very hard to find people in this world suitably fit with me. Very aggressive grandma (former landlord named Ah Ngee) is very NAGGING. Although her words prove to be very hurtful, she did this based on strong correct reasons. I agree with her (in fact, thank her because she’d successfully mould my characters (Characters are not easily mould, esp. since I’m adult now)). Ah Ngee taught me how other people’s feelings stance, what’s play on their mind, etc. This helps me a lot to be more familiar with working world. Obviously, there’s motherly bond here. Without love, surely no naggings & my life direction-improvements. Thanks for minding my business, but I just couldn’t bring myself to start a verbal fighting.

2 Myanmese housemate (Alen & Atan) here is really a pain in my heart. My new landlord lady, Ah Pin agree to let me for RM50/mth. Ah Pin is a boss lady in a nearby restaurant I always frequented. Speaking of restaurant, I’ve other stories on its own on other section. Both Myanmese (work with Ah Pin to cooks, prep. foods,etc) always like to waste water & electric. Because of Ah Pin prepare free lodgings, food & water/electric to them, they feels that they can do anything. Never on their mind thinking that my rent RM50 doesn’t include water/electric tariff and I have to paid my money due to their apathy behaviour on resources. Any incoming bills I’ll be held accountable, thanks to their lavish usage. They also smoke heavily, threw hurtful remarks and never respect me.

 Everywhere went, also feels that no one really on the same ground like me. If there’s also, it’s like a 1 in a million and also quite cheap. V.lonely. Happiness is easily built but sadness lingered on, can’t be overcome.

My view on the world is regrettably built on my over-simplistic

When I’m angered and mixed with afraid feelings (or maybe with depressed feelings as well), it’s very hard to control my motor skills. It’s very hard to be normal movement. I’d no collection of how normal movements are dictated. My hand is shivering (‘gugup’), -- like an v.old man – and leg is like that too. Maybe I was like try to control my body language so that no 1 can guess what my feelings are like but. Thus this might result in my motor performances.

Am so tired of problems. Even if in afterlife, I’m still unsure whether my life will be better or worse. What’s my direction in life, if I(as spirit) stay exists forever? Reborn? If I can choose to retain good memory and forget bitter(sweet) memories, I’ll choose to stay on forever? Or maybe I’m fated to find answer for every scientific question. Scientific questions touching on many philosophies, religion, paranormal, all sciences, etc. So, I’m still staying in this ethereal world, waiting natural death. So stressed with my stiff shoulders. My shoulders just so lack of energy.

So many people ask me (but most I just saw & knew from their facial expressions) why I’m very simple in outwardly appearances. But I’m grew tired of this. It’s very complex & it’s not easy for them to understand my complex problems. Those who judge me & think I should follow the order must know this. I knew I didn’t get myself up-to-date, didn’t bother to complement myself with all those brandish richy things. It’s all ppl’s hope that they appear nice, smart, outdo others, etc. But some are just very unfortunate the whole  rest of their life that finding means to put a meal on table for old parents is a daunting tasks, that finding time to look good is near impossible. Also, no matter how heavy I put on make up, cross-dressing, appears richy or snobbish like many other actors, singers or billionaires, I could never satisfy with myself. So, there’s little point for me to put efforts to beautify myself. Even I was pressed to follow suits like other, I feels it doesn’t reflect my characters much. I’m stingy, humble, simplistic, not complicated in outward fashions, very easy-going & open-minded. I don’t like being judgemental. Unfortunately, many ppl (even old aunties too) are very judgemental if someone like me didn’t follow suits to their minimal insensible lifestyle. I feel everyone have their own problems, and it’s to them to mind their own’s business. Most nice attires are built for skinny, fits, ideal & image-conscious people. But fat men like me face another mounting task to reduce fatty layers esp. on their belly. Liposuction, face lifting, fat-absorbing cream, slimming programmes, professional coachers or dermatologist are way too expensive. Male’s corset is near to impossible to get 1. I don’t trust on quality of goods delivered via online shopping. Natural exercising is hurtful for my muscles. Although the adage no little pain, no gain rings true but I don’t want to suffer pain as well, to enjoy looking nice. It’s best to leave the way our body as it is per se and control our EQ from vicious attacks by critics.

Today I saw 1 ex-student. He realized me. He’s a type of ‘kepala-angin’, ‘tou fong’ or bad behaviour-type. He acts girlish in front of me! I knew this is not his normal behaviour. Like him, some other ppl also purposely tease me by act like this. Mostly ppl of this type are my enemies, a mild-type. Not a strong enemies. I didn’t remember of having seen ppl I knew suddenly deviant behaviour; is among my friends. Anyway, I’ve very little of friends.

Being tutors, it’s observed that guys always like to sit at the most back possible in class. I don’t know why, but I think they thought it’s macho to sit at the back of it. “Dahlah” @ It’s already my voice is so soft and barely audible, they show disrespect by having me have to use more energy to deliver my tutorials. I think it’s by nature that they dislike study. Very few of the guys will even care to show disobedient look on their face by not paying attention in class and looking elsewhere when I talk with him.
 

Extreme Sports that I love are… 

Paragliding, Hang gliding, BASE jumping, sky-diving, Snocrossing, ice skating, Snowboarding, Kitesurfing, Canyoning, Wakeboarding, Waterskiing, snorkeling, Wakesurfing, Inline skating, Playing big plastic inflatable transparent human ball, bungee-jumping in river, parachuting

Places I’d like to visit: Disneyland, Gay or LGBT Parade,etc

Card Passing games by mouth among men, truth or dare, etc

Fav Quotations : Curiosity is what drives problem-solving.