Below is my Will/notes I planned to left behind, should I get involves with fateful incidents.
Mom, sis + Hing, & dad へ,
I love u. I really wanted to payback yr kindness to me. Thanks for being with me all these years. I’m very frust with life. I may can’t be as successful as Sis and others. No one like facing books. It’s torturing. Wanna enjoys life as much as possible. Playing PSP 2, theme parks, extreme sports, surrounded by many beautiful looking ppl (so my time spend feels worthwhile), look and feels good. Although u had try fulfilled my wishes, I cant really live up to yr expectations, sorry. I couldn’t be yr filial-piety progeny, regrettably. Promised to meet afterlife! I’ll frequently visits yous, don’t scared by me. I won’t scare yous. Feel guilty, as I’m the only son, cant fulfill yr wishes. I didn’t get love I desired. I was born to be bad luck. Sister & Hing are fated together as lover. Don’t fight. Just get over it & be on good terms, at least for me.
I like Internet, appearing as UH, meet her, exploring interesting fundamental researches. Donate as much possible my organs as can. It help save others. We’ll be together as family, no matter where. Regretted of been born into this family, poor, not open-minded, not heart-to-heart talking, etc. Pls thank those who visit me at temple and funeral services. Cheap funerals, reusable/reused coffin, etc will do. My nice, expensive or new clothes, can be donated to charity. Don’t burn it to me! I won’t receive it in underworld either. A paper house, paper $, paper servants, paper escorts, paper Internet will do. I like flowers, esp kekwa. Fake or Ori flowers will do. My assests or monetary leftover should be handed to my immediate living blood-related families. Play UH’s English songs to me during farewell procession. Do go to temples asking the god, or men in trances should yous want to talk or ask on me. I’ll come follow you! TQ for providing me good life as best yous can & be there (live up) for me. Dying is a god-send blessing to me as my bittersweet memories will gone and no more feeding my body: food, accessories and medicines anymore. All the best & be strong to face financial or any struggles. See yous later!
Han Jer Dengより.
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